Wipe my existence clean (Topic open to anyone)
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"Ya, exactly." He only knew how people acted from one terrible incident about 40 years ago where that senile old man had gotten himself drunk and took it out on Cayden, trying to beat him with anything he could and slurring words Cayden hadn't been able to make out under his breath. He sighed, "Well...is there anything less...dreary to talk about?" He asked, getting tired to talking about running away and escaping and all the things that could go wrong.
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"Less dreary? Anything's less dreary, but you gotta see it like it isn't," Azumi commented, rolling his eyes. "I don't know anything less dreary, if that's what you're asking.....so...either we make one up, or maybe you've possibly got your own 'less-dreary-subjets?'" Whenever he was at school or around people, they had told him to be less dreay about things, too. Less morbid and junk. He didn't really know how, since his life hadn't really been as much fun and all like they had.
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"Okay...maybe this isn't less dreary, but I'm kinda curious" Cayden said after a moment of thought. "The scars on your wrist. You wanna kill yourself or something?" He asked, he was smiling but he knew Azumi wouldn't be able to see it from where he was. This had been bugging him slightly since he had first seen the wound on Azumi.
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Azumi's hands curled up when he felt a twinge of guilt when his scars were mentioned. He pulled his arm back unconsciously, so he didn't have to look at the arm that had all the scars. "Well....yeah, I mean, being like this and unable to fit in with any of the humans.....I didn't really want to go on living. It was kind of stupid and pointless to, if you're not going to be anyone, or anything, and you're not going to be with anyone. You just don't have any purposes in life, and you're just....a freak, y'know? Like an outcast. You want to belong, but you can't because of the past," he muttered, his eyes downcast so he didn't have to look at him when he spoke.
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Cayden laughed, just burst into laughter at Azumi's words. "That's stupid. I've been different all my life, I've been hated all my life, I've been unwanted all my life, I've been alone all my life, I've been treated like a fucking animal in a cage my whole life, and I've never once thought like that. You should lord it over the humans that your different, that they can't be like you." He smiled. "That's what I'd do." He added.
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"Of course you do, Cayden, you like to be the number one guy out there," Azumi said with a laugh. "I guess if you want to have a high opinion of yourself, you can do that, but what if you can't? Say you can't find anything good about yourself to lord over the regular humans? So what if I've got mechanical limbs and that they're not half-robot or whatever, what does that have to do with anything? I can't feel half the things they do when something touches their skin? How could you brag about something like that?"
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"Uhh..." For maybe once in his life, Cayden was at a loss for words. He had no idea how to come back at that one. Maybe their situations were just to different for Cayden to really understand. Not feeling? He was right...that would suck. Cayden sat up and crawled over to sit next to Azumi, "You got me...I don't know..." He said.
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"Amazing, I believe I've just stumped the Great Cayden, hm?" he falsely inquired, raising an eyebrow. "I didn't ever think I could. Never even dreamed it. I thought the Great Cayden was too smart for me." He hoped his joking wasn't going too far. He didn't want Cayden to try and kill him again. Then they'd end up fighting or something, and something disasterous would occur, and then....they'd probably get caught, which would be horrific if they were fighting.
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Cayden smirked. "The Great Cayden, hmm?" He laughed, "I like the sound of that." He didn't take what Azumi said offensively at all. "And I am a lot smarter then you could ever hope to be. I just don't like using my brain to its fullest." He added as an after thought. He had to say he was in a relatively good mood at the moment, but as he knew, it didn't take to much to push him over the edge and actual piss him off.
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"Most people don't, I guess," Azumi said, relieved Cayden hadn't taken it offensively and got all murderous intents back into his head. He couldn't hold back his angstness and sometimes his temper when his life was brought up sometimes, so he hadnt' actually meant to be sarcastic. "Well, I guess you would like the name 'The Great Cayden' because it boosts your ego."
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Cayden laughed slightly, "Well, duh. Anything to make me sound even better then usual and lift my almightiness." He said with a large smile. He wasn't afraid to admit he was hat sort of person, it was just how he was, he couldn't help it. "So from now on, you will address me as 'The Great Cayden'...or at least until i get annoyed of it and tell you to stop...alright?" He said with a laugh.
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Azumi shrugged. "I'll consider that, possibly," he said, inwardly snorting. Cayden like this was somewhat interesting, although him being as he was....it was also slightly annoying and aggrivating. But it was better than an angry Cayden who would and could easily crush his windpipe or anything else on his body. "So what do I get to be called? Are you going to give me some kind of title too? Or is it just going to be some degrading pet name?"
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Cayden thought for a moment. He couldn't think of anything, "Uh...nope you don't get a special name." He said with a shrug. "I'll just continue to use your regular name..." he stopped, "Uh...what exactly is your name again? I can't remember." Even though once he asked he remembered he figured asking would bug Azumi so he didn't regret asking.
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"Oh, is that so, Great Cayden?" he commented, raising an eyebrow, trying to guess what he was at this time. "Well, how about you guess, you're so good at everything anyways, you'd be good at guessing if I gave hints, wouldn't you?" He didn't really know what this was for, but Cayden wasn't stupid. He teased. "Starts with an 'a', ends with an 'i'. Guess, Great Cayden." Seriously, if he made him do this all the time, acting like he didn't know him or couldn't remember him even though he was right next to him most of the time, was he always going to pull this?
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"Okay. Okay your name is Azumi, I knew that." Cayden said with a sigh, but still he smiled. "but I did actually forget...for a second, to much other information about you, forgot that part." He said with an evil grin and a laugh.
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"Uh....huh...." Azumi said partedly. "I'm sure The Great Cayden forgot information about one of his....what am I, followers? Whatever, yeah. The Great Cayden forgot information about his number one follower? I can't believe this! I'm-I'm shocked!" he gasped, acting overly dramatic. "So, what else have you forgotten?"
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Cayden rolled his eyes and sighed, he was just pushing it now. "Oh shut up, I haven't forgotten anything else. I have to much to remember, useless things slip my mins sometimes. That's what you get when you're alive for a hundred years. " He said glaring at Azumi. He wasn't really that mad but, he wondered slightly how Azumi would react if it seemed as though Cayden was pissed off.
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A hundred years, so he said. Well, he now knew that Cayden was a possible experimented-on guy over or a hundred years of age. He'd been going around for quite some time then, huh? He supposed his information would be kind of useless....in another hundred years, Azumi wouldn't even be a thought to Cayden. He really wasn't that important. Cayden looked a bit mad. Like before. Was he going to attack him again because he questioned what he could remember or not? He didn't feel his systems heating up or anything, which it was supposed to do when his life was being endangered....but maybe they were just faulty from the mass amount of damage he mysteriously took while he was unconscious. He moved a little away from Cayden, so then he could try to choke him again. Maybe this could help a little? Most likely not because he didn't even know what Cayden could do...
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Cayden sighed as he saw Azumi move himself away from Cayden, then he smiled, "Relax, I'm not going to hurt you, I don't bite." He said with a laugh, knowing full well he would bite if he was provoked, which he had already been once by this guy. Cayden looked around wondering if he'd be able to sleep out here in the middle of a forest, he'd slept on worse, at least the ground here was relatively soft. He decided not to think about that though. He looked over at Azumi again, "So...what is there to talk about...that won't piss me off."
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"What won't make you mad? I'm not sure...." Azumi answered, wondering himself what had been topics that were inaccessible to them so he wouldn't go crazy. Feeling sorry for him was the number one thing to him right now. For all he knew....there could be dozens more that would set him off. He knew enough to avoid speaking of something that would involve him talking about how he was treated back in the labs, and probabyl anything that had to do with the head of who experiemented on him. Something totally off topic to him should be safe, but he wouldn't be very interested in it. "What wouldn't make you mad?"
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"Hmm..." Cayden scratched his chin in thought, what wouldn't make him mad. He sighed and shrugged as he came up with an answer, "Well, I can't really think of anything that wouldn't make me mad after a while. There's always tormenting people, but, you're the only one around and I've beat you enough for the next while." He said with a smile.
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"Hmm, thanks," Azumi sighed. He wondered how many things could make Cayden dangerously mad, even though he vowed never to try and experiment on what could and couldn't, he wouldn't mind seeing what would tick him off. "Well, just moving towards boring subjects shouldn't do it, right? Like......a conversation directed towards grass or some other boring junk that nobody ever notices. That wouldn't make you mad. Just bored."
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"Hmm..." Cayden thought for a couple moments, "No I guess not...but that would be boring as fucking hell..." He said running his hand through the grass under his hand, it wad boring him just by being there, and he got agitated easily when he was very bored, either that or he went into insane bursts of laughter and sometimes very inappropriate times when bored. But he guessed that didn't matter, he was sure Azumi would find this sort of stuff out sooner or later.
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"Yeah, so I thought. It's just as boring to me, too," he sighed, bored. They weren't getting anywhere. Literally getting no where, as they were kind of just going in circles with the conversation. "So....no wwhat? So we can't find anything to talk about, what can we do? Or is there things that we do that'll get you mad, too? Please say no..." Azumi said, not sure if he was even being serious about it or not. He was a little too bored right now to care...
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Cayden smirked, "I'm easily pissed off, no matter what. Got it?" He ended with a question and another laugh. Cayden was rather temperamental and it really wasn't a good thing for anyone who happened to be around him when he was. When he got pissed off he got violent, but Azumi already knew that. Then something ticked in his brain and he looked at Azumi wide-eyed, "Are you implying something dirty?" He asked, inching away from Azumi slightly.
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