Re: War may be hell but home isnt exactly Heaven either. (RiRister)

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The doctor nods and says, “Of course you two can be in the same room.” Isis looks at Andrew still not wanting to have a surgery. She sighs and says, “Okay I will have the surgery but I don’t have to be happy about it.” The doctor smiles and says, “We will get this done for you today. The nurses will prep you for surgery.” The nurses get her in a hospital gown and get an I.V. put in her left arm.

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Andrew could tell that Isis didnt want the surgery but he also knew that she didnt want to disapoint him. Not that she could ever disapoint him, he was so proud of her. "Thats my girl" He said as shefinaly consented.

As the Nurses prepared her for the surgery he wished he could hold her but he was still trapped in the bed. "I love you Isis"

[Guest]

Isis looks at him and says, “I love you too Andrew but I am still not happy.” She sighs as the nurses prepare her arm for the surgery. Isis was shaking out of fear. She says softly as the nurse gives her something to help her relax a more, “I hate surgeries.” The nurse smiles and says, “I know hun but you will be fine.”

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Andrew could tell that Isis was scared "My love come here" He said "Let me hold you until you calm down" He didnt know if she would be allowed but he was hoping that the doctors and nurses would let him hold her until she was asleep for the surgery.

"My love I will be here when you wake up" He smiled "Its not like I am going anywhere" He tried to make a joke about it.

[Guest]

Isis gets put in Andrew’s bed so she can relax a bit. She cuddles up to him and says, “I don’t want this surgery Andrew. Surgeries scare me.” Tears go down her face as the relaxer was making her go to sleep. The nurses leave them alone until it is time for her to have her surgery. They took her in the operating room and for four hours, they worked on realigning and fixing the nerves in her arm. When she was finally allowed her to go into the same room as Andrew, her arm and neck were all bandaged up.

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Wrapping his arms around Isis protectivly. "I know you are scared my Angel, but you are beautiful and I love you but I want you to get well just like you wanted me to be well" As she fell asleep Andrew held her close and kissed her forhead.

When she was taken away Andrew felt helpless, he wanted to take her pain from her but right now all he could do was wait. During the operation a physiaical Therapist came in and made him do some excersises. He felt as if he had done bad but was told he was doing good

"Next week I want you up" Andrew looked at him as if he was made but then nodded. "Alright"

SoonIsis was wheeled back in. He gasped at the sight of her. "Is she okay?" He asked a nurse.

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The nurses look at him unsure what to say at the moment. A nurse says, “The doctor will be in here in a moment to talk to you about her surgery.” Their eyes looked sad as they left the room. The doctor comes in ten minutes later with a pained look on his face. He says slowly, “Andrew while we fixed Isis’s arm, we noticed that one side of her neck was red and bulged out a bit. We opened up her throat and found a tumor on her voice box. We removed it but she may never speak again. We will only know when she wakes up and tries to speak.”

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Andrew knew something was wrong when the nurses wouldnt answer him and the docotor seemed to take forever to come in. He was beginning to stress what was wrong with his sweet Isis he was about to call out when the doctor finally entered.

He looked to him an nodded as he listened then swallowed hard. "She may never talk?" He looked over at her then back to the doctor..."Was it Cancerous?"

[Guest]

The doctor looks at him and says, “As far as I can tell the tumor was benign meaning it was not active. So no it was not cancerous. We removed it just in case it may become cancerous. But tumors that are on voice box, tend to take away a person’s voice when they are removed.” He looks at Isis. “We had to do it though. You two had just got each other back I did not want to see you lose each other again.”

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Andrew was relived his sweet Angel didnt have Cancer. "I understand I will be with her no matter what" He had tears in his eyes. He wished that he could walk to her and comfort her.

"I will always stay with her, she is staying with a ugly burned freak who cant even walk I can learn to read sign langauge" He nodded. "I love her and I plan to marry her"

[Guest]

The doctor looks at him and says, “You will heal faster than she will. Your legs will get better over time while she may grow depressed and not be able to get out of bed. On top of that, her fear of surgeries will be intensified because of this.” The doctor leaves the room and sets up a test for Andrew’s legs. An hour later Isis wakes up slowly and her mouth moves but no sound comes out. She begins to panic and yank at her Ivs.

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Andrew was doubtful, he was paralized and he knew that those injuries took months if not years to overcome but he didnt say anything, Isis could hear her and he did not want to be discouraging her. When the doctor left Andrew looked over at Isis worried about her. It seemed both of them had had rough sergeriers but they would get through this.

When she woke up and started pulling at her IVs Andrew pressed the Alarm and yelled for help but no on was coming he tried to get out of bed he fell imeditally to the floor pulling out his own ivs. The nurses came running in and to Isis and him.

Helping him to his bed and stopping the bleeding the other nurses helped Isis.

[Guest]

Isis looks around as the nurses tried to get her to hold still. Her heart rate machine was showing that her heart was racing in a panic. Tears were going down her face as she was mouthing the word Andrew over and over. The nurses do everything they can to try to calm her down. They get an idea and put the two beds together so they were close to each other.

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As they got Andrew in bed he saw Isis struggle. He tried to call out to her put they had put on a oxygen mask on his face. Finally they put the beds together and he imeditally pulled her into his arms and kept whispering "I love you my sweet Angel just be calm. Its going to be alright"

He kept whispering it all to her and holding her close. "I will always love you"

[Guest]

Isis cuddles into her lover and cries on his shoulder. The nurses leave the room after giving Isis a notebook and pen to communicate with Andrew. Isis cries on his shoulder for hours. She couldn't believe her voice was gone. She looks at her lover and writes down for him to see, what are we going to do now?" She still has tears in her eyes.

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Andrew felt helpless not being able to do anything but to hold a crying Isis. He kept whispering how much he loved her and that they would get through this all. He read what she had written "My sweet angel we will get through this, as long as you still love me I am not going anywhere"

[Guest]

Isis cries softly but soon calms down and just stays still in his arms. The doctor comes in after a while and checks on her throat. When he got close to touching her throat, she stops his hands from getting anywhere near her skin. The doctor sighs and says, "I will come back later when you're a little less tender." The doctor leaves and Isis relaxes in his arms again.

[Xuxa_Rene]

Finally it seemed that Isis was going to be calmed down he continued to gently kiss her and love on her. When the doctor came in he held Isis protectivly but it seemed like she could still hold her own.

He nodded to the doctor "Thank you" He then kisse Isis "Baby they are going to have to take a look, just like my wounds they are going to hav to take a look at hem too"

[Guest]

Isis looks at Andrew and kisses him back gently. She writes down for him to read, “They can wait until I am ready to be touched again. I don’t trust them anymore.” She cuddles into him and she smiles as he still smelt like he was wearing cologne to her. She looks up at him and writes down, “You are still my perfect Andrew.”

[Xuxa_Rene]

Reading what she wrote Andrew nodded "I can understand you there my sweetheart. But I want you to get checked out soon as you can just like I am sure you want me to get my burns checked out to make sure that they are not infected, right?"

He continued to hold her close and when she wrote down the next message he chuckled "Well you are prefect to me"

[Guest]

Isis looks at him listening to him speak as though he was reading her mind. She tenses up as she feels pain in her arm and neck. A nurse comes in and checks on her arm and neck instead of a doctor checking on her. Her throat was stitched up and was red from the irritation. The nurse looks at her and says, “Your neck is bruising a bit. That is rather normal. Your arm’s nerves are firing off as a reaction to the reconstruction. You will be all right.”

[Xuxa_Rene]

Holding his Isis tightly still, but not too tight so to cause pain but just to show that he was there for him and that he loved her. When the nurse came in he wondered if Isis was going to freak again. But she was good and let the nurse check it out. He listened to what she was saying then sighed. "Is there anything you can give her for her pain?"

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The nurse looks at him and says, “Yes we can give her something for her pain. But she will need to be aware that most of our meds will most likely put her to sleep.” Isis nods understanding that she would be in and out a lot. The nurse goes to get a bag of meds to be added to her IV drip. Isis looks at her lover a moment and kisses him.

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Nodding to the nurse Andrew continued to hold Isis close. He hated seeing her in pain and he was relived when Isis agreeed to the meds. As the nurse gave her it he kissed her softly. The again kissed her as she kissed him. "I love you my sweetness"

[Guest]

Isis looks at him with a smile as he kissed her. She looks in his eyes and mouthed the words I love you back to him calmly. The nurse leaves them alone knowing full well Isis would be asleep in a matter of minutes. Isis looks around feeling sleepy and knew it was the meds kicking in already because of her being so weak from surgery. She cuddles into her lover as her eyes begin to droop. She soon falls asleep in his arms.

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