Re: War may be hell but home isnt exactly Heaven either. (RiRister)

by Xuxa_Rene Thu May 26, 2011 6:33 pm

Andrew continued to hold Isis and smiled. He knew that he looked a mess, most Warriors coming home from the war were messed up, either phyiscally or emotionally and most were both. Like Andrew but Isis seemed to love him dispite that fact.

He nodded. "Alright my love I will do that for you" He smiled and then kissed her. "I love you and I always will love you"

by Guest Mon May 30, 2011 4:15 pm

Isis looks at him and kisses him back. "And I you my love. But be warned I get violent and shake a lot once withdrawal sets in. I may say and do things that are hurtful to make you get me more." She finishes her ice cream and throws away her trash before getting back in her lover's arms. She says, "I am so ashamed of myself for this."

by Xuxa_Rene Mon May 30, 2011 5:26 pm

Andrew nodded. "Its alright, a lot of the guys coming back come back addicted to different things, or start taking drugs to ease the pain or the memories" He watched her throw away her garbage and did the same. Then took her into his arms.

"I love you and I know you are going to be angrey and hateful, but if all the drug is gone then I wont be able to give you any even if I wanted to"

He kissed her softly again and shook his head "No need to be ashamed my love"

by Guest Mon May 30, 2011 5:53 pm

Isis cuddles into him and says, "I understand stand my love. I am just making sure you know what you are getting into." She lays her head on his chest. She says, "Lets go home my love. I want to get the drugs out of my life and begin a new life with you." She strokes his cheek and says, "I want us to start a family together some day and I want to be healthy while doing it."

by Xuxa_Rene Mon May 30, 2011 6:16 pm

"I would walk through the fires of the deepest of hell for you" He smiled at the sound of a family. "You want a family?" He grinned huge and kissed her softly "That makes me very happy" He scopped her up and hugged her softly then put her down and started to walk to the car. "Lets get you home"

by Guest Mon May 30, 2011 6:49 pm

Isis giggles as he got a huge smile on his face. "Of course I want a family but I want to be drug free first so I won't hurt our babies." She walks with him back to the car. She says with a smile, "Your mother would be going bonkers if she knew we were talking about babies." She gets in the car with a smile.

by Xuxa_Rene Mon May 30, 2011 7:05 pm

Andrew felt he was walking on air, even with his injury. Then it hit him, how could he be a good dad, he still had flash backs., and he still needed to see his shrink but right now he couldnt think about that right now.

He needed to focus on her. He smiled when he closed her door for her then got into the drivers and looked over at her. "She would start buying things now" He chuckled then slowly drove her home.

by Guest Tue May 31, 2011 10:06 am

Isis looks at him sensing he was upset about something. She says, “Andrew I know in my heart my love that you and I can have a normal life despite all that has happened to us. We can help each other through this darkness that haunts us both.” She takes his hand and kisses his hand gently. She says, “We can’t give up on the things we want.”

by Xuxa_Rene Tue May 31, 2011 10:11 am

Andrew just smiled "My love you know me too well" He squeezed her hand. "I know we can have a great, long life, we will be sitting in rocking chairs on the Patio watchng our grand kids play" He grinned "You know like the old postcards" He then took her hand and kissed her back.

"We will get through this" He then parked infront of her house "Just one sec" He called home "Hey mom I am just going to spend the night at Isis, we have some catching up to do" He then blushed a deep red at what his mom said next "MOOOOOOOOM" Then a nother pause "Okay okay I promise if we do I will" He then winked at Isis and hung up.

"You might be right, my mom might not be ready for grand kids just yet" He then sighed "Areyou ready?"

by Guest Tue May 31, 2011 10:38 am

Isis smiles and says, “I can see that now. Us sitting out on the patio rocking back and forth as they run around in the yard. Smiling at the life we have made with each other. We already act like we are an old married couple from time to time and we are not even married yet.” She nods as he asked if she was ready to head home and get rid of the drugs. “As ready as I will ever be.”

by Xuxa_Rene Tue May 31, 2011 10:57 pm

Andrew smiled and nodded. "Yes we will be old and grey but still full of life" He then kissed her softly and then got out and went to her side and and helped her out and into the house. "Okay lets get the hardest part done first" He hugged her close "You can do this I will be with you every step of the way" He knew he should have a ambulance on stand by but this wasnt going to be a normal detox he figured and only hoped that he wouldnt kill her in the process.

by Guest Thu Jun 02, 2011 7:23 am

Isis looks at him with a nod as they make it towards her place. Once they get inside, she points out each of her drug hiding places to Andrew. She tenses up has he pours each vile of the blue liquid down the drain. Her body was screaming at her to make him stop but she was not going to give in. She wanted a new life with Andrew that did not include drugs.

by Xuxa_Rene Thu Jun 02, 2011 7:27 am

Andrew nodded and took each vile and dumped it down the drain. He turned to her. "I am so proud of you my love" He took her into his arms "Now is there any more anywhere?" He sighed "And we should call the place you got it from andtell them never to serve you again"

He kissed her forhead softly. "Now its going to be a long night but I am here"

by Guest Thu Jun 02, 2011 7:54 am

Isis looks at him as he held her in his arms. She says, “No that was all of it.” She looks at the phone a moment and says, “I will call them later. Right now I need to be held.” She buries her head in his chest still feeling ashamed of being a drug addict in his absence. Tears went down her face.

by Xuxa_Rene Thu Jun 02, 2011 9:32 am

Andrew gently kissed the top of her head and nodded. "Good I am so proud of you my love" When she buried her head in his chest he held her close and just kept repeating that he loved her and he was proud of her.

"You are beautiful my goddess" He gently lifted her chin so he could kiss her slightly on the lips, not demanding just loving.

by Guest Thu Jun 02, 2011 9:45 am

Isis looks at him and kisses him back gently. She says, "I will do my best not to get too bitchy when I start going through withdrawals, but I can't promise anything. I tried to quit before but the tremors were too much for me to handle." She cuddles into him and closes her eyes listening to his heart beat for a few minutes. She then goes over to the phone and calls her supplier. She says, "Don't offer me any Calmer anymore. I am quitting it." She hangs up before he could protest.

by Xuxa_Rene Thu Jun 02, 2011 9:55 am

Andrew smiled "My love I can take what ever you can dish out, dont hold back, it wont last long and then to make it up you can just make love to me" He said quietly into her ears as a joke.

He watched as she called and hen grinned "Good job baby" He then scopped her up and put her on the couch and sat behind her pulling her into his arms.

by Guest Thu Jun 02, 2011 10:40 am

Isis whimpers softly in response to his idea of how she could make up to him for being mean to him during her detox. She says, "That would be fun my love." She goes back to him and kisses him gently.

by Xuxa_Rene Thu Jun 02, 2011 1:47 pm

Andrew had chuckled when he said that she would repay him. He of course had been joking just trying to break the tension. He sighed into his kiss and smiled. "So do you want to watch a movie just too keep it calm?" He asked softly.

He knew it was going to be a long night but he was going to be with her every step of the way.

by Guest Mon Jun 06, 2011 12:03 pm

Isis looks at him with a smile and says, “A movie sounds like a good idea.” She heads to the living room and goes through her movie collection looking for a certain movie since she just went movie shopping before he appeared at her doorstep again. She smiles as she finds the movie she is looking for. She puts Red Riding Hood in her DVD player and sits on the couch with a smile.

by Xuxa_Rene Mon Jun 06, 2011 12:11 pm

Andrew watched her pick the movie. Then got a bowl of water with a face cloth and two tall glasses of water he knew it was going to be a very long night and he wanted to be prepared.

He sat behind her and pulled her into his arms and held her. "Its going to be okay my love"

by Guest Mon Jun 06, 2011 12:30 pm

Isis looks at him with a smile as she knew he was just getting things ready for when things got bad. She watches most of the movie without any problems but near the end she was starting to get the shakes and pain letting it. She curls into a tight ball and holds in the tears she is wanting to let out full blast.

by Xuxa_Rene Mon Jun 06, 2011 12:36 pm

Andrew watched the movie, he was proud of Isis she was doing good but he knew the hard part was coming. When he felt her starting to shake and curled into a ball he shook his head. "My love let it go, it will not be any good to hold in your tears"

He kissed her cheek softly and then watched her closely.

by Guest Mon Jun 06, 2011 1:16 pm

Isis did her best not to cry even though Andrew told her it was okay. Her body was shaking and jerking like she was losing control of her own body. She says, “This hurts so much my love.” Some tears escape and go down her cheek as she lays her head slightly on his lap. More tears come down as more pain comes over her.

by Xuxa_Rene Tue Jun 07, 2011 11:10 am

Andrew simply held her. "I know it hurts my love, just let it out, this too shall past" He kissed her softly and put hischin to her top of the head. "I can understand your pain a bit, my love, I was addicted to oxy when I was iin the hospital, its going to be a rough few days I wont lie, but it will get better and I am not going anywhere"

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