Re: untamed nature and destiny (( reserved, male, mature r))

[Guest]

Ladver smiles and says, “Because I don’t want to lose control and possible hurt you because of my want for you.” He nips at her skin and moves her nightgown out of his way. He starts nipping further down her body as he continues to please her body.

[silverwolflady]

her eyes widen before squirming more in pleasure, still watching him as she felt her face go red again but didn't care as she ran her fingers now through his hair'' hmm i highly doubt you will lose control love, your one of the only people i know who always has a good hold on your control'' trying to hold back even as she continued to feel the pleasure building,rubbed against him slightly before sighing'' as for hurting me hun, that really can't be avoided.. first time remember. still going to hurt either way.''

[Guest]

Ladver looks at her and says, “I would hurt you worse because of how much I desire you Jewels. You need to try me on this one.” He kisses her forehead as he saw her blush and he did not want her to be embarrassed about the lust in her body.

[silverwolflady]

she nodded slightly giving another small moan just as her release hit making her squirm more under him and the blush deepen, not really from being embarrassed. '' ohhh that was unexpected'' murmured slightly as she kissed him slowly '' and i am trusting you on this. i suppose i can wait just a few more days'' smiled slightly slowly relaxing. '' heh though won't you still be on edge on our wedding night?" she had to ask, wondered if he would be nervous but highly doubted it. she knew she may be nervous on it but thats about it.

[Guest]

Ladver looks at her and says, “I will not be nervous on our wedding night Jewels.” He brings a blanket around them as he knew once the heat of her lust wore off, she would be really cold. He wraps the blanket around her to keep her warm.

[silverwolflady]

she sighed and snuggled up against him in the blanket, looking up at him slowly before nuzzling his neck'' i was only asking hun. just curious is all. '' arched a brow before leaning back slightly to watch him, mainly his eyes she loved looking into them while they talked'' and speaking of which. do you have things ready for the wedding? well on your part.. i have most of what i need done.. '' slipping her hand into his she watched him still '' got your clothes ready?"

[Guest]

Ladver looks at her and says, “Yes my clothes are ready. The archway is built so we can be married the right way. Soon I will decorate it like you ask me to.” She looks so cute wrapped up against him. He kisses her softly and says, “Now sleep I want you to be well rested for our wedding night.”

[silverwolflady]

she laughed softly as she kissed him back before snuggling up against him '' hun, i had already slept. its going to be noon in a few hours. suppose i can take anoter nap'' she teased as she yawned, still a bit tired but had ignored it since she had been worried about him when he woke because of his dream. '' hmmm try not to work too hard hun. you should relax too'' glanced up at him before closing her eyes again, taking a deep breath before slowly releasing it as she soon drifted off back to sleep.

[Guest]

Ladver says closing his eyes, “Shadow will wake us if we need to feed the animals again or if someone comes on the property. So it is okay if we sleep all day.” He was very tired but did not want to sleep alone now that he was so use to Julian lying with him at night.

[silverwolflady]

she grunted slightly as she looked up at him, now half asleep before nodding as she wrapped her arms around his waist, lightly rubbing his back slowly and lazily as she closed her eyes again '' hmm sounds good to me. '' smiled warmly before falling into another deep sleep.

A few hours had past and it was now in the late afternoon almost dinner time when Julian jerked awake, sucking in a deep breath as she rolled over quickly and was up and out of the bed, nearly tripping over one of the cats as she glanced around frantically. Another one of her stupid dreams had snuck up on her and at the moment she was trying to figure out if she was awake or not.. '' bloody hell. '' grunted before sliding down the wall and sitting on the floor, rubbing her eyes.. '' ugh thought these where over and done with..'' muttered, taking a few minutes to relax and push aside the last bits of her nightmare before she reached down to rub her foot. it was definitely feeling better. barely even a twinge was felt as she moved it. sighing she got up before going to the bathroom. getting a bath running to clean up since apparently she had sweated while asleep. '' great now i stink '' glanced down at raja who had his head over the tub and curiously watching the water fill up '' no you can't have a bath with me.. '' she teased as she petted his head. '' you make too much of a mess.. i swear i have never seen such a water loving feline.'' she glanced back into the bedroom, seeing ladver still asleep she relaxed, glad she hadn't woken him.

Stripping down quickly she tossed her clothes into the hamper before stepping into the water, sighing in pure bliss as the water felt good on her skin. sitting down she leaned against the tub and glanced at Raja who looked like he was trying to decide whether to jump in or not '' don't you dare raja. '' she squeaked out as he lept into the tub,splashing her as he did so, trying not to laugh to loud she nudged the feline'' darn your hide. now look there is water on the floor. ''

[Guest]

Ladver did not budge from his sleep as he was trapped in a nightmare of his own. In his dream he was just a young kid of six running for his life away from his parents and everyone else in the world. His parents were trying to kill him again for using his gift with magic.

[silverwolflady]

getting cleaned up quickly she got out of the tub before pulling out a towel and wrapping it around her body, heading back over to the bed she looked back at ladver before frowning, going over to him and sitting down next to him, reaching out and lightly caressed his cheek, frowning as he seemed to be stressed'' ladver? hun wake up '' leaned close and lightly shook his shoulder, '' hey your having a bad dream, wake up hun''

[Guest]

Ladver starts to shake in his sleep as his dream was getting worse. His mother was getting her knife out to cut and make it where he could not move his hands anymore. He says in his sleep, “Mother don’t cut me anymore. I will be a good boy, I promise.” A tear goes down his face.

[silverwolflady]

getting a little worried she dug in the dresser drawer and pulled out the orb that he had given her, it had worked on her, so she figured it would help him, going back over to him , she pulled him up against her as she shifted a little still trying to wake him while she placed the orb in his hands'' love you gotta wake up your breaking my heart here'' reaching up she wiped the tear off of his face. kissing his cheek lightly she shook him again'' come on hun. Raja here!'' she watched the wet cat quickly come over before jumping on the bed'' good boy, now shake'' she hoped the water spray going onto ladver would help wake him up, he may not be happy about getting wet but it was the only thing she could think of.

[Guest]

Ladver tenses up at the feeling of the water on him but he did not wake up. He kept shaking as he was dreaming of his parents hurting him and forced to relive the memory. In the dream now he was defending himself from his parents. Using his skill over magic to kill his own parents and save his own life.

[silverwolflady]

she swore softly as she glanced around, really unsure of what to do next before frowning. Being an elf she had her own gifts the thing was she never used them on another elf before, they where normally just effective on animals. It wouldn't hurt to try. Leaning back against the bed she pulled him up closer to her so she could wrap her arms around him, placing her hands lightly over his chest, one over his heart as she pressed her cheek against his, closing her eyes and slowly taking a deep breath before carefully releasing it. One of her gifts was the ability to calm and soothe something that was definitely stressed out. Ladver was definitely in stress, rubbing her cheek against his she slowly began to hum softly in his ear as she could feel her hands grow warm, a sign that the gift was definitely being used. Sliding her hand under his shirt to rest over his heart she could feel the frantic beating of it.it didn't take long before she noticed a small change in it, going slightly slower as if he was ending the dream or something..'' hush hun.. easy, nothing is going to hurt you while your in my arms. calm down, slow your breathing love'' closed her eyes a little, focusing more on getting him relaxed as she rubbed her cheek lovingly against his.'' just a dream hun, you need to wake up ''

[Guest]

Ladver jumps at the sudden warmth of her touch and gasps as my eyes open. Tears fall from his eyes as he looks at her ashamed of what he had done as a child. He says shaking and curling into a ball, “I am sorry I did not mean to. I just wanted the pain to stop. I did not mean to kill them.”

[silverwolflady]

she blinked in surprise before pulling him closer, wrapping her arms around him tightly as she lightly kissed his cheek'' hush now. none of that you did what you had to do to survive and no one is blaming you '' reaching up she lightly brushed his tears away as she held him still. pulling the blanket up over him she sighed, carefully running her fingers through his hair in a soothing gesture. '' it was a long time ago hun,and i have done my fair share of things that i am definitely not proud of. '' looking down at him she couldn't help the small smile, the fact that he was acting like he was just meant she definitely had a good man. considering the fact that if some other guy had done that and yet it did not effect him she would think something was wrong, almost as if they enjoyed killing something.

Shaking her head slightly she rubbed his back slowly '' let it out hun, its no good to keep holding it in like this. its just going to keep eating you up on the inside until you just let it go . '' she stayed relaxed, feeling her small gift still working on him so slid her hands over him again, needing him to calm down and absorb the warmth for comfort.

[Guest]

Ladver cries in her arms as the pain went to the surface. He says still crying a bit, “They just did not stop trying to hurt me. Magic was my gift and they were trying to take it away.” He was still shaking as he stayed in her warm arms as they seemed to relax him.

[silverwolflady]

she hummed slightly as she continued to run her fingers through his hair lightly , helping him calm more as she kept relaxed, watching him she sighed as she lighly kissed his cheek'' they didn't understand you hun, its not your fault.. they did not like what they did not understand.. '' wiped at his tears a little more as she kept cuddled up against him. '' i love your gift hun , its part of who you are. so you got no worries about anyone else trying to take it from you.'' she slid her palm over his chest again, actually feeling some of his pain and was slowly trying to help get rid of it. she would feel it more in the process but she didn't care'' just relax hun. you will feel better soon enough''

(( eep , brb in a little while. gotta go into town real fast shouldn't be gone too long))

[Guest]

Ladver could not stop the tears from coming out of his eyes. He says, “My gift was my only way of survival among their kind of people. They were trying to take it away from me to be like them. I got very scared of that and I lost control of my powers.”

[silverwolflady]

she listened silently as she looked down at him still brushing tears from his cheeks, leaning down she lightly kissed his lips'' love you where only a cihld, you where going by instinct for survival. plus being a child you really didn't have that much control over them in the first place you would have had to train and practice.. '' she smiled slightly as the wolf pup came in and jumped up on the bed to lay down next to him on his other side. looking back at him she smiled slightly '' hun i am glad they didn't take it away from you , your unique and it just makes me love you more, are you going to be ok ? ''

[Guest]

Ladver looks at her and says, “I don’t know how I will be. I have no family or friends to come to our wedding. Plus your father probably won’t stay long if he comes at all.” He strokes Shadow’s head and tries to calm him self down before he lost him self to his power again.

[silverwolflady]

she sighed as she snuggled up against him, lightly kissing him again before nuzzling his neck'' hun you got me. your family to me and you should know that'' smiled as she looked up at him'' besides we are going to make our own family too. ahh and i think some of your helpers consider you friends. they might wanna come to the wedding. i wouldn't mind.. as for my father i really don't care if he comes or not. he already made it clear on where he stands. Plus i am doing what makes me happy , not him. '' shrugged before laying back against the pillows. '' i think you will be just fine hun.''

[Guest]

Ladver looks at her and says, “True hun…” He brings her close to him and kisses her before he started to drift back into sleep feeling tired. He says before falling out cold on his pillow, “I need to sleep more. I talk to you when I am full rested.” He still sounded scared.

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