Re: untamed nature and destiny (( reserved, male, mature r))

by silverwolflady Mon Dec 20, 2010 2:20 pm

she was a little shocked when isis lunged at her, one minute the two of them where standing there and the next, the two where gone, shaking her head she sat down and sighed, lightly petting Raja's head until ladver returned

Hearing his voice after a while she looked up and relaxed'' are you ok? is she ok? i haven't seen her like that since she has been here.. does that happen often? and yea i am okay, just a little confused and startled i guess.. ''

by Guest Mon Dec 20, 2010 2:32 pm

Ladver looks at his love and says, “Isis did have a small baby boy once. She loved that baby boy like he was a god. One night the father of her child grew mad and beat the child to death in front of her before going after her as well. It affected her mind so badly that she developed a split personality to deal with the trauma. That is who tried to attack you not Isis.” He takes a breath. “When Isis relives the guilt, the other personality takes over.”

by silverwolflady Tue Dec 21, 2010 8:20 pm

she frowned, listening to what ladver had to say before sighing.. '' that definitely sounds a bit harsh on her.. '' to lose a child was hard as far as she knew. though this was her first and she really couldn't think about losing him.. Sitting back down she glanced over at the crib before looking up at him again '' is she going to be ok? i mean how long do these episodes usually last?"

by Guest Wed Dec 22, 2010 11:07 am

Ladver says as he thinks about this, “Well as far as I know she will remain like this for only a few hours. Then she will grow too tired to stay awake and fall asleep. As for her being okay, I don’t know. I know that she won’t remember losing control. She never does. But none of this is her fault.” He was not quite ready to try to sleep again. He wanted to make sure she would be okay.

by silverwolflady Sat Jan 15, 2011 12:55 pm

she relaxed a little when she heard that she wouldn't be like that for long.. '' ah well.. you help as much as you can, atleast she will not stay like that. and i know its not her fault hun, i am not blaming her. a little scary as it is. but i understand. '' sliding her hand lightly over his back she studied him for a moment. '' your not going to sleep yet are you?'' she could sense it, but she wasn't about to press him into sleeping, not when he was clearly worried about Isis.

'' think i should make some tea then. would help sooth rattled nerves and what not.. plus would give me something to do to occupy my hands for a bit. ''

by Guest Sat Jan 15, 2011 8:36 pm

Ladver says as he looks out towards the barn where his beloved cousin was confined, "I can't go to sleep until Isis is back to normal. I am so close to finding a way for her to have a natural baby. But her episodes have been known to happen sooner now. Like the angry personality is taking over." One of Isis's servants comes in the house and hands Ladver a book. He opens it and sees drawings of Isis's baby boy.

by silverwolflady Thu Jan 20, 2011 4:10 pm

she sighed, eyeing the book he was handed but didn't want to pry, changing out of her bed clothes she put on some fresh clean clothes, t hough they had to be loose fitting since she was still sore. she didn't even walk that fast either.

She went over to Andrew and picked him up, he was still asleep but she was not going to let him out of her sight. '' well come on then love.. i will get the tea and coffee going which ever you prefer to help you get a boost of energy to see what we can do to help your cousin. ''

by Guest Thu Jan 20, 2011 4:37 pm

Ladver says sitting in the kitchen looking at the book, "I will have some tea with honey if you don't mind my love." It was clear Isis had a deep lovr for her dead son. But the guilt was obviously stronger. In an hour he goes out to the barn and unties Isis before bringing her inside. He sits her down as her hair covers her face.

by SilverWolf Thu Jan 20, 2011 5:52 pm

(( its still me XD don't freak out i just got two different sign on's. this is my old one waaaay back when i found this website.just recently started using it. ))

she nodded as she watched him leave before bringing Isis back in, still holding andrew in her arms she easily got the water heating up for the tea, humming slightly as she went about getting the honey out along with a lemon she was going to slice up for her tea and a few herbs here and there. '' does isis want anything ? we have plenty here. ''

by Guest Thu Jan 20, 2011 6:19 pm

Ladver sits down at the table watching Isis's still body. He says, "Isis is not awake yet so she won't want anything." Isis says softly, "I am awake cousin." He looks at her closely and asks, "Are you okay Isis?" Isis looks at the small Andrew in Julian's arms. She says, "I will never be fully okay." She looks down at her hands sadly.

by SilverWolf Thu Jan 20, 2011 6:30 pm

she sighed, going into the main room to gently lay andrew down in his playpen, just a small thing where she can easily watch him without being that close. going back into the kitchen she set a cup of tea in front of Ladver with his honey of course, before going back to make her own.. '' i am sorry, if there is anything you need me to do isis, just name it and i will see what i can do.. '' it was hard not being able to help. she was trying her best to help though as much as she could.

by Guest Thu Jan 20, 2011 6:46 pm

Ladver looks at Isis seeing that she was not doing well. He takes a drink of his tea. Isis looks at Julian a moment and says, "Just protect your baby boy." Ladver looks at his wife a moment and says, "I put a jar of blood in the fridge. Would you mind putting in front of Isis?" Isis's body tenses up at the word blood.

by SilverWolf Fri Jan 21, 2011 1:44 pm

nodding she went to the fridge and found the jar he spoke of, it didn't bother her one bit as she set it in front of Isis. careful not to spill it. '' no worries on that. i won't let andrew out of my sight. '' she looked over at Andrew again as she spoke, he had made a nose as if waking up but as she looked his way he seemed to calm again.

by Guest Fri Jan 21, 2011 2:05 pm

Isis looks at the jar of blood uneasily. Ladver says to her, "You need it cousin. Take it, it is animal blood." Isis's hand rose shakingly to the jar. However she didn't take a drink. She was too weak. Ladver gets up and slowly goes over to help her drink. He brings the jar to her lips and she drinks slowly. Ladver looks at Andrew and says, "We always protect our boy." Isis drnks until all the blood was gone. She says wiping her mouth, "I am sorry I attacked you guys. I didn't want to..."

by silverwolflady Sat Jan 22, 2011 1:29 pm

She shrugged as she went back to making something to eat. '' its not your fault isis, don't be too hard on yourself, the less stress you have i am sure will help. '' She figured most others would be shaken up by an event like this but , she was calm, taking it one step at a time, she toasted a few slices of bread before spreading on some butter then jam before scrambling up some eggs..

'' ladver are you hungry love? think you haven't eaten in a while, , i can make you something if you like.''

by Guest Sat Jan 22, 2011 1:44 pm

(don't forget the other rps.) Ladver says, "Something to eat would be nice." Isis goes over to little Andrew and watches him sleep. She looks the little baby calmly. Ladver kisses his wife gently on the cheek before he watches Isis with their son. He says calmly, "You can hold him if you want." She looks at him unsure a moment before picking the little guy up gently.

by silverwolflady Sat Jan 22, 2011 1:52 pm

she smiled and kissed him back, '' alright i will get started on it. '' she glanced over at Isis, watching her pick Andrew up before turning back to getting some more eggs scrambled up as well as bringing some sliced up ham out.'' hmmm Andrew seems to like her. other wise he would be throwing a fit if he didn't. '' she knew andrew stirred just a little but he was apparently comfortable with Isis to even sleep.

she took her time, making sure she didn't burn anything as she moved things from the frying pan to the plates. '' your breakfast is done hun.''

(( i know.))

by Guest Sat Jan 22, 2011 2:15 pm

Ladver looks at his wife with a smile before sitting down at the table with his breakfast. Isis cradles little Andrew with a smile. Ladver eats his food calmly knowing Isis was not going to hurt their boy. He looks at his loving wife and says, "Thank you for breakfast my love." He finishes his breakfast and kisses her softly on the lips gently.

by silverwolflady Wed Feb 16, 2011 10:00 pm

(( sorry it took so long))

she smiled, kissing him back '' well your welcome as always, '' clearing the dirty dishes didn't take long and soon she had them washed and put away. only looking over every now and then when Andrew would make a cooing noise or laugh his little baby laugh suddenly that would make her look over at him. He seemed to be content just to be held by Isis. unaware of what she was, she got the feeling their son would sense some sort of threat to him if there was one. '' hmm its going to be fun to see him crawl around in a few months. he is definitely going to be a speedy one i think. ''

by Guest Wed Feb 16, 2011 10:40 pm

Ladver looks at his wife a moment as he relaxed a bit. He says calmly, "He'll be a hand full when he does start move on his own." Isis smiles as Andrew accepted her without a problem. She says, "You are such a sweet little guy." She kisses his forehead gently and then rocks him gently as she checks on Sasha and little cubs.

by silverwolflady Wed Feb 16, 2011 11:05 pm

she grinned'' sweet now, just wait till gets older, he is going to get into alot of trouble i bet.. i think he will be highly curious on everything and anything he can get his hands on.. but that is part of learning . '' Already she was trying to plan out how to keep up with their son, though she figured Andrew would definitely find ways to still surprise her in many many things.

by Guest Thu Feb 17, 2011 11:02 am

Ladver looks at his lover and says, “If he is anything like me, he is going to be a handful and keep us guessing.” He watches Isis go over to Sasha and the cubs with Andrew. He says calmly with a smile, “He seems to like his Auntie Isis.” Isis looks over the cubs looking for any possible problems they might have.

by silverwolflady Thu Feb 17, 2011 11:13 am

she smiled, holding her cup of hot tea for a moment before taking a few sips. going over to sit down at the table with him .all the while listening to the little wines and grunts of the feline cubs as well as the noise from Andrew.. '' oh i agree, he definitely seems to like her. '' she watched as Raja slowly got up from his napping spot to go over to Sasha and the cubs, watching everything as usual with his curious looks.

'' hmmm atleast i don't have to worry about him just yet, the animals even seem to be ok around him. ''

by Guest Thu Feb 17, 2011 11:22 am

Ladver look at him a moment and says calmly, “I could not see us having any problems with Raja. He does not seem to even care about Andrew just yet. He will when he starts crawling and walking.” Isis looks at Ladver and Julian a moment before going back over to the cubs. Ladver says sadly, “She won’t be back to normal for a while and that worries me.”

by silverwolflady Thu Feb 17, 2011 11:31 am

she frowned slightly , drinking most of her tea slowly before relaxing.. '' i dont know. she seems fine right now. '' eyed isis slightly with andrew, smiling when Andrew got a handful of her shirt.. '' nah , think she will be fine. .. i mean , earlier she didn't want to hold him for fear of hurting him, now she is holding him., think andrew is doing good for her.. well slowly but surely , '' shrugged slightly still watching them. '' i understand that her problems won't go away immediately but i think Andrew is working on her. ''

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