Re: A Cheshire Cat ((Open to all))

by silverwolflady Wed Jul 28, 2010 9:17 am

she blinked in surprise at his laugh, smiling as she shrugged'' well maybe it will happen a lot more now? ahh shower. uhh. '' frowned glancing over at the stairs. '' last room on the left, the door is open so you should be able to see it. '' she picked up the dishes from his meal, surprised that he managed to eat it all in a short setting. '' wow.. and i thought i ate alot. '' she grinned teasing him slightly '' got more food if your still hungry.''

by insomvamp Wed Jul 28, 2010 9:46 am

He looked at her with a small smile/scowl "You try eating for two personalities.", he said with a smile. Charlie slowly rose, as to not aggrevate his wound, and slowly walked towards the stairs. He grabbed the clothes and his tail wrapped itself around the handrail as he slowly ascended, and went upstairs. The sound of water started with a small squeek from the knobs. He had not been in an actual house in so long, he almost forgot what they were like. "The Sanitarium was much different with communal showers which you were tethered to, the small room which was your place of suffering... so comfortable here.. He never wanted to leave...", he thought to himself.

by silverwolflady Wed Jul 28, 2010 9:58 am

she blinked in surprise before laughing,she had actually to think about what he said for a bit because it almost sounded like he was pregnant , well up until she caught on the fact he was reminding her he had two personalities. shaking her head she leaned against the counter.. '' yea yea i know. relax, i have plenty of food. ' hearing the sound of water she relaxed, she would have to put on some fresh bandages on his stomach but at least he did survive that ordeal.. now she would just have to figure out where he could sleep. she eyed her couch slightly , it was a fold out couch into a bed, but it had never been used before so didn't know if it was comfortable or not.

by insomvamp Wed Jul 28, 2010 7:56 pm

After a few moments, the water stopped, and the shower door could be heard openning overhead. His feet could be seen coming down the stairs, and he was in the fresh clean clothing, but he stopped half way down the stairs, his head not visible, before he reached for the hand rail and jumped over, his hair glistening blonde. "You shouldn't have trusted him.", he growled before running at her at full speed, ready to scratch her neck with his claws. "You made such a mistake.", he said softer, as a small tear ran from his right eye and down his cheek before he stopped at a stand still one inch before her neck. He began to shake, and slowly his hair started to go back to black. "No. You will not hurt her.", he said through clenched teeth.

by silverwolflady Wed Jul 28, 2010 8:00 pm

she squeaked in surprise, pretty much backed up against the cabinets before he managed to stop inches away from her, swallowing slightly but refusing to panic she slowly relaxed, '' well.... looks like your control is getting better.. '' she relaxed more before eyeing his hand'' heh .. gonna have to trim those clothes hun... '' reached out, taking his hand slightly to get him to relax.

by insomvamp Wed Jul 28, 2010 8:26 pm

It was as if when she touched him, his entire body relaxed. He dropped to the floor. He looked up at her, his eyes black and his hair a mix of blonde and black. "I don't have any control.", he said. His voice was different. It almost seemed as if he was talking with two voices at the same time. His ears were against his head again, and his tail limp. Other than his head, no portion of him moved. "I can't do what I want to do to you.", he said, talking as if the two personalities were talking as one now. He let out a loud sigh before completely dropping to the floor at her feet. His hair back to it's jet black, and his eyes blue again. "I didn't mean to.", he said, curling up on the floor.

by silverwolflady Wed Jul 28, 2010 8:30 pm

she knelt down next to him , pulling him up to a sitting position. she found it strange from what he was talking bout but didn't mind it, she was only there to help him after all. and not let fear get to her.. '' its ok, you don't have to apologize all the time. '' being carefull of his tail, so she wouldn't sit on it, stroking the furr on his tail she looked up at him. '' wish i could understand what your going through, it definitely seems hard, but i am going to help you as much as i can. ''

by insomvamp Wed Jul 28, 2010 8:51 pm

"It is like having to fight with yourself on a hard decision, but you're not entirely in control of the decision you make.", he said with a sof whimper. "You see everything happen but you can't control it. You are looking through a window as you kill your friends.", he said as his tail curled itself softly around her hand. "There has to be something someone can do to help. Medicine doesn't help, there has to be something else.", he said, wincing as he put a hand to the wound which was tender again. The running had aggeravated it. It was red and swolen near the stitches. "Please find someone who can help.", he said in a soft whisper.

by silverwolflady Wed Jul 28, 2010 8:54 pm

she was enjoying his tail wrapping around her hand, it was soft and fuzzy, distracting her a little before she sighed and lightly placed her arm around him and pulled him close.. '' well i am helping as much as i can.. i think the biggest help would be to keep you from being in stressed situations... don't go out into any crowds and such where your tempted to well i don't know.. smack someone or something.. have you tried distracting yourself? like with a hobby or a project? ''

by insomvamp Wed Jul 28, 2010 10:10 pm

He let out a small weak chuckle. "Hobbies? When you have a sociopath rampant in your mind? You try it.", he said, trying to lighten things up. He pushed himself back up onto the couch. "I think this needs some attention...", he said as his blue eyes looked intently into hers. The wound was very sore and sensitive. He looked over at her medical kit which was still on the table. It reminded him of the sanitary conditions at the sanitarium. That miserable place, full of screams. It was such a blurr to him because of the medications.

by silverwolflady Wed Jul 28, 2010 11:59 pm

she smiled as she got up with him, going over to the kit as she kneeled down in front of him'' possibly.. you might have pulled something, or atleast made it sore as all hell. '' she looked up at him and shrugged'' well you could always try it you know.. like painting.. or building stuff like i have seen some do out of popsicle sticks and what not.. '' she lifted his shirt up a little and peeled back the old bandage, taking it off completely before she cleansed his wound before getting one of her favorite creams out that would numb it for a few hours again. '' heh honestly i think its kinda neat they do that.. i saw someone build a mini model of the golden gate bridge from those popsicle sticks..but i am sure we can find you something to do. hell i think even playing some games would help. '' she looked up at his face as she got a new bandage out.. '' something that challenges you i think.. does that feel better?"

by insomvamp Thu Jul 29, 2010 12:29 am

He laughed lightly at her comments. "I wasn't allowed popsicle sticks... They were afraid I would kill someone with them... at the Asylum I mean...", he said laughing nervously. He stood up and stretched a little bit. "It is still a little sore, but it definetly feels better.", he said with a gratious smile. "I just need to find a way so that I can control this. It happens without warning. All of a sudden, I notice I am watching, but not in control.", he said softly, dazing off for a moment before blinking and coming back to reality. "I don't know what would have happened to me if it weren't for you.", he said with a smile, his tail wrapping gently around himself. "You saved me."

by silverwolflady Thu Jul 29, 2010 8:58 am

she flushed slightly and scratched the back of her head as her ears and tail twitched. '' ahh well its what i do.. normally i bring home stray cats.. '' grinned sheepishly as she glanced over at him'' boy my friends are going to tease me when they find out i went from stray cats to stray men.. '' she was teasing him of course, wanting to see him laugh a little more.. '' ahh yea those places are usually strict '' frowned.. '' can't even have shoe laces if i am not mistaken.. ''

she glanced up at him and relaxed'' well thats good its feeling better, give it time and it should heal nicely. '' she grinned slightly '' just be glad i am not the girly girly type would put bows and ribbons all over your ears and tail.. then i am pretty sure that would piss off your other half even more.. that personality of yours reminds me alot like those bad boy biker dudes... maybe he will be less violent if we get him some thing that fits his personality .. '' frowned.. '' joy... possibly games with violence in it? think that might appease his little urge to kill something?"

by insomvamp Thu Jul 29, 2010 9:56 am

He began to laugh at her comment until she frowned on which he stopped and looked at her. "I am surprised they allow shoes in the place at all... shoes can be lethal.", he said nodding. He laughed again at her comment about ribbons and bows. "There is no appeasing him... he wants to only kill, nothing else.", he said, his head being held down now. "He enjoys taking everything from me.. everyone who has shown me kindness, everyone who has ever taken me in...", he stopped and eyed her. "Anyone I have ever loved.", he said before holding his head down again. "It just needs to stop... It is a constant struggle for control.", he said before shaking his head and then sitting back on the couch, and relaxing some.

by silverwolflady Thu Jul 29, 2010 10:00 am

she shrugged slightly '' well wouldn't hurt to try .. from the sounds of it though its like two brothers going at each other'' glanced up, hearing the small jingle of a bell as her black cat came running down the stairs with a fake white mouse in its mouth.. He stopped at the bottom of the step, sat his butt down and just stared at charlie. '' gah sorry , he likes to dot hat, don't mind that fuzzy butt.. '' she sat down on the couch with him before watching him.

'' well atleast your adament about it stopping.. the stronger you feel bout it the better or easier it may be. if you give in to your other side well.. who knows. ''

by insomvamp Thu Jul 29, 2010 11:09 pm

He looked up at her again. He had never had a brother, but only remembered being stuck with him. His other half, the other side of the coin... He looked down at the cat and petted him lightly on the head, playing with the ears as she had been doing to him. "What's his name?", he asked softly with a smile. He wished that if he was more adamant about it it would help, but it never has. There has never been any hope to get him away from this. "I just want it to stop so badly that I almost do wish I was dead...", he said softly, picking up the cat and bringing it to his face. He could hear the cat purring softly, and it made him purr softly too.

by silverwolflady Fri Jul 30, 2010 6:12 am

she smiled warmly , watching him basically getting to know her cat.. '' Nuka is his name. found him when he was a skinny itty bitty kitten.. now look at him , he is fat and cuddly and no longer tiny..'' she grinned, hearing the both of them purring.. '' he likes you , he usually doesn't like anyone but me. but then again i think your the only other person i have seen with good kitty skills''.

by insomvamp Fri Jul 30, 2010 6:16 am

His blue tranquil eyes looked deeply into Nuka's, before he shook his head. He set the cat down softly and gave him one last pet. "Looks like you have been feeding him well.", he said with a small smile. "He seems like a perfectly nice cat, I see no reason why he wouldn't get along with anybody.", he said with a smile. "Cats seem to follow me around anyways.", he said with a chuckle.

by silverwolflady Fri Jul 30, 2010 1:28 pm

she grinned.. ' oh no you should see him around other people. if he don't like them he will show it. '' she reached over and lightly petted Nuka as well. '' ahh you and me seem to have the same issues.. they follow you around, but they find me. i sometimes find them out back waiting at my window, wanting some food. i put food out for them, they definitely love it when its chicken night. ''

by insomvamp Fri Jul 30, 2010 9:07 pm

He smiled and reached down to pet the cat, but his hand landed on hers, and he looked up at her and blushed and quickly pulled his hand away. "Sorry..", he quickly blurted out, his tail twitching back and forth in a nervous fashion. He rubbed his hand with his other hand and then reached up towards his ears and he rubbed them nervously. It helped him calm down some times. "Sorry.. again.", he blurted again, feeling an awkward moment. "I can't possibly be thinking.. no!", he said in his own mind.

by silverwolflady Sat Jul 31, 2010 6:29 am

she gave a small laugh before shaking her head, '' its alright hun.. relax.. no harm done. '' she was a little shocked he had rested his hand on hers by accident but she didn't mind. lightly petting Nuka again she watched him fidget a little before smiling, reaching up to lightly pet his ears as well.. '' are you really that nervous around a girl?"

by insomvamp Sat Jul 31, 2010 8:42 pm

He smiled and turned to her, laughing nervously. "Yeah, a bit.", he said nervously, purring slightly as she pet his ears. He closed his eyes and sort of drifted away. He could see himself being happy for once. Not being plagued by his other half. He could be happy with her, but if only he could keep himself sane, in more ways than one. He looked over at her, and smiled, but at the same time, letting out a sigh of worry. He didn't know when his other side would take over again, or what he would do. He didn't know if he could control it again.

by silverwolflady Sun Aug 01, 2010 5:53 am

she looked over at him and smiled warmly at him. '' you know.. you slept most of the night and now its way past morning.. are you hungry ? well even though you ate your dinner from last night.. suppose i can make some lunch.. fish sounds good and i know Nuka loves his fish.. '' she looked over at the cat who seemed to have curled up on his lap. '' oh yea he definitely likes you . your like his new best buddy. ''

by insomvamp Sun Aug 01, 2010 7:04 am

He looked at her and smiled. He had suddenly realized he was hungry after the excitement, and held his stomach before petting the cat which was now resting on his lap. "Yes, fish sounds excellent.", he said with a happy smile. He scratched Nuka under his chin lightly, before reaching for the remote, and turning on the remote. The news was on and they were showing his picture. "..Believed to be armed and very dangerous, this inmate at the Sanitarium has escaped and police officials are on the look out for this escapee. Please contact us ifyou have any infor--", Charlie quickly turned the TV off and scratched the back of his neck nervously. He chuckled. "Oops."

by silverwolflady Sun Aug 01, 2010 1:33 pm

she blinked in surprise at the tv. glancing at him as he looked nervous all over again.. '' really? heh relax, i won't make you go back to that stupid place. '' she got up, shaking her head even as Nuka purred loudly. '' try the movie channel, there is no news on there.. hmmm fish lets see.. '' she dug around the fridge before finding the fish she had bought. '' cat fish.. should make a good meal.. maybe with some lemon and herbs.. oh yea.. '' she set it out, the smell of it apparently caught Nuka's attention and he sat up and stared at her intently over the small counter, his way of begging she figured.. '' hah don't worry nuka. you will get yours. ''

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