Re: BlackBird Spiral

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Felix hadn't expected Justin to just start talking so much but he listened intently waiting for the moment that he could get a word in. However it was hard to remember all the things he wanted to ask about when he did get the chance to talk when Justin took a breath. "Well for starters I would like to ask what you meant by 'sent back' though as I say that it sounds personal" Felix sipped his drink a little bit trying to think of the other things he wanted to ask about.

"Well if you don't want to get drunk then I suggest not chugging wine. It may seem like it's not affecting you but it will hit you soon enough and if you don't want me to take advantage of that cute expression you keeping giving me then I say you should slow down" he told Justin with a smile on his face, he wasn't trying to be mean but it was hard to hold himself back when Justin looked the way he did tonight.

Felix had to get control of himself soon otherwise he was going to completely spill his guts to Justin and in one night. Maybe the wine was doing his head in more then it was Justin's but he kept drinking it anyways because Justin was right. Felix also wanted to relax and for some reason it seemed like the air was still tense between them. "I'm sure I can arrange something and be there for a little bit, like I said, I'd like to see you compete" Felix finished off his drink finally and set the glass back on the table, he would pour himself another one in a little bit but seeing as how he barely ate anything the liquor was hitting him harder then normal.

"You know it's actually nice to hear someone say my name. There are only two other people who now my real name and frankly I'd rather that they didn't call me by it" Felix leaned in closer to Justin's face but pulled back a little, he didn't want to push Justin to much too fast, they were just now relaxing. "What do I want...well not much but currently..." Felix rested a hand on Justin's side gently pulling the guy closer to him "I want you...all of you, always to myself" Felix whispered in his ear and then pulled back to look Justin in the eye letting him know that he was serious.

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Justin bite his lower lip. “Guess I talked a little fast” He shrugged “I was adopted taken from a pretty bad situation my one sister and I, neither of us talked for three years. Well other than to each other. So growing up we were extra good, took us a long time to realize that we would not be sent back to our birth parents. My adopted family is my family. I see them as that, and they have always supported me”

He chuckled about the wine “Yeah I guess, just a stressful week, the extra security makes it hard to train and such” He smiled “Well I hope to see you there then, like I said would be fun to have someone else cheer for me” He looked up at him with the puppy dog look. “And what look do I keep giving you?” He asked innocently

“Well I really like the name Felix, it rolls off the tongue” He paused Feeeeeeeeeelllllllixxxxxxxxx” see just rolls off the tounge. He grinned and giggled slightly. “Yes this is better much more relaxed” He frowned “You didn’t eat much, you know my work out will whip off any extra calories you ate or drank”

When he got closer Justin leaned back and grinned at him then frowned as he pulled away. Had he done something wrong? He was about to ask when Felix went on. “Well come here then” He said softly and opened his arms and waited to see if the man would take him up for it. “Or you can get behind me, you know what they do in all of those cheesy romantic movies”

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Felix was happy that Justin shared a bit of his past with him, that made him almost want to tell Justin about his past but he held his tongue instead. He did want their night to be depressing and it sounded like they both had a very depressing past but at least things were going better for Justin and for himself...well he was getting it taken care of. "Like I said before, I liked to listen to you talk" Felix gave a bit of a cheesy smile and watched as Justin opened his arms.

It was a very sweet and cute gesture as well as the comments he gave, Felix had never really thought about it name and how it sounded. It was just a name that was given to him by his parent's that he wanted to forget. It wasn't that he had a bad childhood, just that the ending of his family was painful and he was not that guy anymore. To forget those old memories once more he shifted himself so that he could wrap his arms around Justin instead, he liked the gesture that Justin had given but right now he wanted to hug Justin to make himself feel better.

"The look you give me...well it's hard to describe, I guess something between desire, mystery and teasing but in a good way" Felix told him as he nuzzled part of Justin's neck just because he mentioned cheesy romantic movies, truthfully Felix hadn't seen one of those in a few years now but somethings are still hard to forget and maybe being cheesy right now would be a good thing. "Well then if I keep this up I'm going to have to get you to teach me that insane work out so that I can keep up the way I look" he laughed softly while still nuzzling Justin's neck.

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The wine was setting in and Justin felt more relaxed he liked this. His mind wasnt going a mile a minute he blushed a little when he was told that Felix likes to hear him talk. He looked up at the cheesy smile and lifted a brow. He was worried that Felix would say no. He had stated this was not a client thing he wanted more tonight...what that more was he wasnt sure but just more so the man would have the right to say no. Justin smiled when the other man went into his arms.

He held him and sighed. "I like this" He said softly. He rubbed his arms softly and chuckled. "My insane work out starts with benching my weight 40 reps of 10 then swimming a length jumping out doing one hundred jumping jacks, do another lap one hundrend and fifty crunches another lap and two hundred pushups then a mile swim. Then some more weights." He sighed "Have to do that three times a week" He sighed. "But for tonight that is worth it"

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Justin was right, this did feel good and he didn't have to worry about being perfect or upsetting his client. More like he was just hanging out with an old friend or more on his mind, a lover. They weren't really talking about work or problems that they were having but enjoying each others company with no expectations.

Felix's jaw about dropped when he heard what Justin's work out routine was, there was no way that he would be able to do that. He probably couldn't even do have of what Justin did and swimming, that was a joke. He hadn't been in a pool since he was a child...now a hot tub on the other hand was another thing. "Um...your workout would probably kill me" Felix finally told him. Even trying to imagine doing that made his body hurt even more. "I usually just use the gym at work. Bench press a little, some running and a few others. With all the rules that the club has it's hard to do the right thing. I mean we can't even work out a lot because they don't want us getting hurt, hell we can't even really travel, though I don't think I would travel anyways because of my lack of funds to do so"

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Justin chuckled "I think you could do it" He gently poked at the mans ribs. "You think too lowely of yourself" He then sighed "Ahh I guess the rules are tough" He frowned at the no traveling. "Why can't you travel?" He then sighed again "Well you could always use my gym to work out if you want, my trainer can give you your own work out plan I mean he has a great mind and he can get you what you need and if you tell him your rules he would work around it"

He then lightly kissed the guys cheek. The wine was really relaxing Justin and he just felt good and happy. He reached for a water bottle this time to take a drink. "Well there is a hot tub in this room if you are intrested, or maybe not a good idea until later until we figure out the effects of the wine"

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He wasn't wrong about him, Felix didn't really think that much of himself since that day. He knew that he could have been something but now he was just something because of the way he looked and his low morals. Felix gave him a smile anyways and shrugged his shoulders "They don't like us to travel because they don't want anything happening to the host. When it comes down to it The Blackbird Spiral is a business and if something happened to the merchandise they sell then they would lose customers" he explained to Justin before shifting a little bit so that he could look at Justin properly.

"You are too kind Justin, though I doubt your trainer wants to work with someone like me...I mean you are a star athlete and I'm just a host. But it's very kind of you to say that" Felix didn't want to take advantage of Justin's good fortune, the guy was already doing enough for him. Felix was able to catch up on the payments for his debt plus more, there was no way that he could let Justin do much more for him.

Felix perked up at the sound of going int the hot tub, nice relaxing hot waters would feel pretty good on his body. "Well hot water plus liquor usually is a bad idea though as long as we don't continue to drink while in the waters I think we should be ok...if you feel faint just tell me and we can get out...that is if you want to get in the hot tub"

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Justin frowned. "That is not right, you are more then merchandise" He lightly kissed his cheek again. "Well my trainor would be glad to have a challange, I seem to beat all the challanges he sets out for me so having someone else would keep him on his toes, he was a Marine, well always a Marine but he is injured, he lost an arm and a leg in a blast, so the more work I can get him the better, keeps him more upbeat" He winked. "You know I could request it, but I am merely offering it to you" He shrugged. "More the merrier right?"

"And I am hardly a star athelet I am just on a hot streak right now" He didnt like the attention that it gave him but grinned at the sound of the hot tub. "Does it matter that I didnt bring swimming trunks?"

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Felix chuckled at Justin's comment, it was pretty hard to hear for some people but he had come to accept it. It wasn't like there was much going for him now so why bother to expect anymore. "I guess it's kind of harsh to think about it that way but when you've got nothing to lose and need so much, you have to deal with certain things" Felix told him and snuggled closer to him.

He listened to what Justin has to say on the matter of the training and was surprised when Justin said that he would request for Felix to do the training. That made his heart speed up just a little bit, though he wasn't sure if that was a good thing for not. Just imagining Justin telling him what to do was a different concept, he didn't think that the guy had it in him to order others around be Felix let it go. "Well I guess you could do that but..." Felix cut himself off because he wasn't sure where he was going with that thought. "Doesn't matter to me. I think you have a wonderful body and I didn't bring any myself because I was just expecting for you to get this extravagant of a room."

Felix shifted a little more so that it would be easier for him to get off the bed and as he did so held his hand out to Justin "shall we then?" He questioned, not even remembering the fact of his earlier assessment of his own body in the bathroom. He was sure that Justin didn't really mind the way his body looked...or at least Felix hoped he didn't, it wasn't like Justin had gotten a good look at his naked form yet.

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Justin frowned noone should feel like that but it wasnt his place. It wasnt like they were dating or anything. Even if he wanted to pretend Justin knew that this was just a client host thing. He held him as he snuggled closer.

He helt the mans heart sped up and grinned. "Hmm that excit you a little?" He chuckled. "I know you dont get out much in the day , so it could be a night time thing instead of this, or in additon" He looked at him then sighed he sighed. "I know its a extravagant room my gaurds instisted on it"

He regreated the words as soon as they left his mouth. This was suppose to be all in good fun. He licked his lips thenstood and grinned as he took his hand "Well good to know" He let the pants drop then waited for Felix to do the same. "Come on dont be shy"

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He held his tongue on the matter of his excitement because he was already so hyped up and yet they hadn't done anything. Felix's cheeks however tinted slightly and cleared his throat "Well I'm glad that you are getting the protection that you need right now" that was a nice way to change the subject even though he really didn't want to talk about it. Felix wanted to be the one to protect Justin.

Felix let his eyes wander over Justin's body once more, enjoying the fact that there were no clothes to obstruct his few anymore. He took a deep breath before he stripped out of his clothes as well, for some reason he felt like he wanted to cover himself up some how but he stood there letting Justin look at him.

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The wine was really helping Justin feel more at ease and even flirty. He swallowed hard though. "Umm yeah, but I would have picked this room anyways, you deserve it" He blushed as soon as the comments had left his mouth but there was no taking it back so he simply nodded to him. "Well you do" He rubbed his hands nervosuly.

He watched Felix as his eyes wondered. "Umm, dont be shy, come on, I am getting cold and that will be very embarrassing"

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Felix fought a giant smile from forming on his face, was he that special to Justin or was it just the night that was making both of them feel good. He shrugged his shoulders some and then grabbed for Justin's hand. "You've said I'm shy twice now why is that" Felix pulled Justin into his own body so that he could wrap an arm around his waist and then lead him to where the hot tub was. Sadly though he was just guessing where it was "Hope you didn't get too cold" Felix let his arm relax before he stepped into the hot tub some and then turned to face Justin holding out a hand to help him in.

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Justin giggled and shrugged. "When I call you shy your eyes light up and you looked like you are fighting a smile, why don't you just smile?" He touched his face just as he was pulled into him. He groaned and held him.

He followed her and then stepped into the hot tub and sighed. "This feels good" He said then leaned back and looked at Felix. "So Felix, what is your dream, we all have them if you could decide where you were in five years, with no hindrances where would that be?" He was just trying to break the ice.

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Felix was happy to finally relax in the heated water and rested against the side of the hot tub. He closed his eyes enjoying the sensation that he was getting and not having to worry about anything related to work. But he was pretty sure that his boss would want a full report on the nights events, that was usually the price he had to pay for meeting with a client outside of the club.

He cracked an eye open and looked at Justin, Felix hadn't really thought about why he didn't fully smile but the reason was clear in his mind. He really didn't have anything to be happy about in his life till recently so it was odd for him to smile. "I don't usually smile so it feels funny when I do" Felix told him part of his reasoning and just closed his eyes once more. It was also strange for Justin to be asking about his personal life but Felix didn't mind because he had already decided to break his own rules with Justin. "When I was going to college I had wanted to be a novelist or publisher, it was hard enough to convince my parent's to let me go to college for it and they only agreed to accept my choice if I double majored with business but dreams change" Felix shifted in the water so his muscles wouldn't tighten up being in that position. "Now all I would like to do is get out of debt and disappear" this was the first time he was being this honest with someone since his family had passed and it was making his heart beat like crazy.

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Seeing Felix relaxing made Justin relax even more. He watched him as he sipped a bit more of the wine then cracked open a bottle of ice water, "Keep hydrated" He said softly. He leaned over and kissed the Mans cheek. "Well I am glad that you smile around me, makes me feel special" he said softly

He nodded as Felix gave his goals. "One day I am sure you will get back into it" He softly stroked the mans cheek. It hurt that he could make the debt disappear in a blink of an eye but he didn't think that Felix would go for that, he didn't want charity and Justin understood that. He looked him up and down.

"Are you okay?" He stroked the mans face then handed him a bottle of water. "Please take a drink, I don't want you getting ill" He watched him and wondered if tonight was going to be the night, he had brought some supplies, condoms and lotion and even massage oils but he wasn't sure how he was going to go around all of that.

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Felix listened to what Justin had to say and was glad that he hadn't asked where the debt had come from or how much it was. That was something he wasn't ready to tell especially not after give so much about himself away already. He jumped slightly when just offered him water and gave a small smile "Well you are special Justin" Felix told him and took a sip from the water bottle though his words sounded familiar to his ears. He had used that line a few times with other clients but this time he had actually meant it 'Probably won't take it seriously' Felix thought to himself. As nice as this night was and how normal it felt, the night was still a business contract.

He sat up from the side of the hot tub and looked at Justin then moved closer to him. Felix still had a job to do with his client and he had already neglected too much. Justin seemed comfortable enough with normal touching, Felix wondered how much further he could go. He was already able to help Justin's body release once so many he could give him even more pleasure this time. "I want to make you feel even better Justin" Felix leaned towards him and wrapped an arm gentle around his shoulders. Felix kissed the base of his neck softly and trailed towards his earlobe to nip lightly. "Hm...what do you say?"

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Justin jumped back as he jumped. "Sorry didn't mean to scare you" He frowned and sighed running his hand through his hair and watched him drink the water. He shook his head as he was called special. "Not really" He murmured.

As the man got closer to him Justin finally felt dry mouthed he smacked his lips and tried to swallow. He cocked his head to him then gigged as he started to kiss his neck. Even being in the hot tub he felt a shiver go up him. He allowed him to do what he wanted then nodded slowly. "I....I....think....uhhh.....yes" he struggled to speak.

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Felix closed his eyes as he enjoyed the taste of Justin's skin, this was going to be a wonderful night once again with him. "If you're scared or don't want to continue, let me know" Felix told him just to make sure that he remembered that he could say stop at anytime and Felix would back off. However for the time being he slipped his arms under Justin's legs and had an arm behind his back and then got to his feet.

He knew he was about to drag water through the hotel but that was a little price to pay. Felix stepped free of the hot tub carefully and walked towards the bed. He gently set Justin down on the bed and then climbed on as well. Felix hovered above the adorable guy beneath him and softly laid his lips on the others. He was going to make this a night to remember for Justin and hopeful get something to sink into that thick sulk so Justin would stop beating himself up.

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Growling slightly as Felix continued to taste him. He nodded. "I will don't worry, but I want this, I want you" He knew he was buzzed from the wine but didn't care he actually wanted more wine and more of him too.

He giggled as he picked him up. "You are really strong" He kissed his neck then as he was put down he took another long swig of the wine then looked up at him. "You are really sexy looking" He said softly.

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Felix wasn't sure if Justin's face was getting all flushed because he was embarrassed or because of the liquor but he smiled either way "I try to stay fit, especially upper body. I need it to keep jerks away from me" Felix said softly moving more onto the bed. "I think someone's a little drunk, hm" Felix said with a bit of laughter in the back of his throat. Justin was making some really cute faces now and it was becoming harder for Felix not to move things at a quicker pace. "So where shall I begin this time? Should I lick you again or should I get here..." Felix slipped his hand under Justin to grab his ass lightly "loosened up so you don't hurt?" Felix would give him the option of where he started, he wanted Justin to feel really good and have a good time and maybe just make him feel a little uncomfortable but in a good way.

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Feeling very warm and tingling now. Justin smiled and watched him. He shook his head "The jerks are horrible aren't they" He giggled "I might be drunk little" He said then laughed "Little drunk" He repeated. He watched as he moved.

He groaned and arched as Felix made the comments. "Umm" He moaned out loudly when he pinched his ass. "Uhh I...don't know" He looked at him and couldn't help it but quickly grabbed the mans neck and brought his lips to his own and kissed him hard and passionately.

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This man was really cute when tipsy, Felix had to bite back a comment though was glad when Justin started to kiss him. He didn't think that Justin had the confidence to initiate a kiss, Felix continued the kiss for a little bit and then pulled back "Alright then I'll chose" he said softly and then placed a finger in his mouth getting it nice and wet. Felix then returned to kissing Justin so that his mind could be elsewhere at the moment and once again snaked his hand under Justin. This time he used both his palms to make Justin raise his hips a little bit and then started to play with the tight muscles of Justin's rectum. He knew that it was going to take a bit of teasing and time to get Justin's body to relax enough. But while doing that he continued to kiss the man hoping that he didn't freak out too bad at what Felix was doing.

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A bit surprised that the kiss went so well he eagerly kissed him back letting out soft moans. He frowned and even pouted a little as Felix pulled back. He then grinned "Uhh huh" Justin nodded. He cocked his head to the side then arched as he watched the other male make his finger wet he had a feeling what was going to happen but he still was eager.

He kissed him back but couldn't help but let out a soft whimper as he started to play with his rectum he opened his eyes to look at Felix. They held no fear only trust .

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Felix was glad that Justin didn't immediately push him away and allowed him to mess with his body. Maybe this was going to be better then he thought and continued to massaged the outer ring till he was able to slip one finger inside. It would take a little bit before he found Justin's sweet spot so it stopped hurting. He saw Justin open his eyes and paused for a minute thinking that Justin was going to tell him to stop but the words never came. Felix gave him a gentle smile and leaned down to kiss along Justin's neck.

This was a first for him to be giving so much attention to his client in a long time. That and he hadn't had a new client in a few years so the ones that he did have already knew the routine. Felix moved down Justin's body all the while kissing every inch that he could reach. He stopped as he came to Justin's member that was already erect and moved his free hand to grasp it lightly. Felix began working his member like the first time and licked the tip just a bit, he was going to move slowly so Justin wasn't overwhelmed.

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