Re: Starting Over (RiRiishtar)

by Xuxa_Rene Thu Jun 02, 2011 9:13 am

When Angie appeared at her bed Brook shot up in the bed her hand to her mouth. "Who are you? Where did you come from? How did you get here?" She knew she should be frightened but she felt oddly peaceful, more peaceful then she had been since Drake left, but for her having forgotten about him thought it was since the accident.

She then sighed. "No, I havent been having such a good time" She laid down, "Tongiht was the clentchur, I was intived to a dance, it was a prank, to embarrass me more, but then when I was walking to my truck someone grabbed me and pulled me into the bushes, I think I broke their nose before they could do anything though"

She sighed and looked up at her, Brooks eyes were red from the crying and she clearly looked broken.

by Guest Thu Jun 02, 2011 9:25 am

Angie looks at her Brook in her broken state. She strokes her cheek in a sisterly way and says, "Things will bet better soon Brook. You will see the whole in your heart will be filled once more." She did not answer any of her questions knowing until her memories were returned, she would not believe her. She looks down at her arm where she had been cutting herself. She says, "Don't let your father see. It will break him apart."

by Xuxa_Rene Thu Jun 02, 2011 9:46 am

Brook closed her eyes as Angie touched her face for once she didnt recoil she looked up at him, and somehow she knew that she was right. She couldnt explain it but she belived it. She needed to belive, the hole seemed to be getting bigger everyday.

She looked at her cut marks and sighed. "I wont, I needed to feel relife, it is the only thing that seemed to work" She was deeply ashamed of it, but it was becoming an addiction now. She needed to have the feeling again.

by Guest Thu Jun 02, 2011 10:11 am

Angie shows her both her own arms and says, "I know the feeling hun but you need to be careful how deep you cut." Her own arms were covered in hundreds of small smooth cut scars. She says while putting a golden band on the arm Brook does not cut, "This will protect you from people who want to harm you." She then looks in her eyes. "Now you need to go to sleep."

by Xuxa_Rene Thu Jun 02, 2011 10:29 am

Brook looks over the girls arms then up into her face. "You too?" She asked. She looked up at her "Yeah I didnt go too deep" She had seen the damage going to deep had done her roommate needed to be sitched up nermous times.

Brook watched as the girl touched her and put the golden band on her arm. It was then that she figured (or at least she thought she had) that this girl must have seen her attack, "Did you see who attacked me? What did they want who were they?"

She was asleep before she could hear the answers or say thank you for the gold band,.

by Guest Thu Jun 02, 2011 10:50 am

Angie covered her up with a blanket and kissed her forehead. Then she left and went back home to the boys. Connor sees her come back inside their home and quickly hugs her. He says, "Where have you been?" Angie hugs him back and says, "I gave Brook a protection band. As long as she does not get in an accident or something nothing will hurt her. The band will only protect her against people."

by Xuxa_Rene Thu Jun 02, 2011 11:25 am

Brook slept soundly, she had no nightmares, first night since Drake had left her. She licked her lips and stretched. She felt the gold band and then remembered the dream, but since she hand the band it was clear that it wasnt a dream.

It was Saturday so she spent most of the day in bed. Finally late afternoon she got out, got dressed and went down stairs, her father explained that they couldnt find the man in the bushes, but he assured her that she would be safe.

Brook sighed and then went outside on the Patio with her cat in her lap. She had brought her painting out, but they no long held the light and bright colours that they held with Drake, they were filled with darker colours, scary shapes.

She closed her eyes and remember Angies face. She painted the picture, but Angie face as a bit distorted since her memory was a bit distored.

by Guest Thu Jun 02, 2011 11:33 am

Angie did not go visit Brook again. Drake was being a jerk once more since he was starving himself to death. He had forbidden her to help Brook ever again. He yells, "We cannot enter her life again! She needs to live happy normal human life!" Angie looks at him and yells back, "You are an idiot! She is cutting herself! It is only a matter of time before she accidentally cuts too deep and ends up in the hospital!"

by Xuxa_Rene Thu Jun 02, 2011 1:01 pm

Since her attack her father didnt want her going back to school until the person that had attacked her had been found. Brook was fine with that, she spent a lot of time in her room when her father wasnt home. She had been cutting every day, some times many times a day. She made sure to do it in places that would always be covered her lower stomach, inner tigh. Every night she hoped that the girl would visit her again and every morning was disapointed that she didnt.

When her father was home she was happy, making dinner chattering away. Her father thought that something was up, but there was really nowhere for her to go, he didnt want to send her back to the hospital, he also knew that her review was coming up and they would have to make the 3 hour journy to go see him.

Her father hated working so much but in a small tourist town a lot of things happend, mainly small things but there were still murders and disaprinces, there seemed to be a attacker on the loose, he didnt tell her but Brook wasnt the only person to be grabbed, the person normally just gropped the girls but it was still worrisome.

That night Brook went to her room and stared at the painting again, the one of Angie and the one of Drake then sighed.
"Even if I could just dream of these people in these paintings I would feel less crazy"

She sat down did her nightly ritural four small cutlines on the inner upper tigh watched them bleed then stopped the bleeding and put a special cream on it and sighed and went to bed. Staying awake in her bed with her cat at her side.

((Should I plan the accident now or should they spen more time away)

by Xuxa_Rene Tue Jun 07, 2011 12:02 pm

The weeks went by slowly. Brook nearly had enough credits to grauduate. She had stopped going to school, becoming almost frightened to leave the house, she put on a brave, happy face for her father though, he knew something was up but he didnt want to bring it up. He knew she didnt want him to worry about her.

Upstairs Brook was painting again, her paintings no longer held colour, they were dark and full of shadows. Trees in the winter instead of in the summer. She sighed, she was out of a few things, paintbrushes needed to be replaced, plus she needed more gauze and polysporne. Sighing she grabbed her hoddie and went downstairs.

"Dad going for a drive, I need some paints and such" Her father smiled "Good that your getting out" Brook smiled and went out the door, it was beginning to rain and it haddnt for weeks so the roads were going to be slippery but she jumped into her truck and drove away.

A few miles from home she was turning a corner she was going a bit too fast 100km (about 62) and she hit a oil slick and began to slide she tried to over compenstate and the truck began to flip, it flipped a total of 5 times then skidded 60 feet on Brooks side. Brook let out a painful scream and then everything went black

Her onstar went on and when she didnt answer EMS was dispatched.

Brook was wheeled into the hospital with her leg broken her arm, 4 of her ribs she also broke her Collor bone and was unconsious. She was unable to breath on her own and after 8 hours of surgery she was wheeled into a private room. It was touch and go but the doctors belived that she would get through it she seemed strong,

The doctor noted that she not only had scars from her grafting that she had nurmous cut marks too, he had seem many girls coming into the hospital that had cut too deep, but Brook seemed to know not to go too deep he wouldnt tell her father yet. No point making the father more stressed out.

Brook was hooked up to a o2 tank and was in a medical induced coma. Her father was sitting beside her looking about 50 years older then he was. Brook looked worse then she was. She was in a lot of pain but the pain meds were helping her.

Brooks accident was on the news her truck was in peices from where they needed to use the jaws of life to get her out.

((Hope this gives you something to work on))

by Guest Tue Jun 07, 2011 12:15 pm

Drake and the others got the news of what happened to Brook and headed to the hospital. Drake hid in the shadows of the room watching the monitors closely. He slowly goes to the side of her bed and strokes her cheek. He then bites his wrist and presses it to her lips. His blood went down her throat quickly and was already starting to heal her wounds.

by Xuxa_Rene Tue Jun 07, 2011 1:15 pm

Brook's father had fallen asleep exhausted so he missed Drake there. Brooks body slowly began to heal its self, She fought against the medicine keeping her satatded. In her mind her life since gettinghome from the hospital flashed through her mind, her metting Drake, and finding out what he was, him promising never to leave her, their loving making, and when he left her. She remembered all the good things too but the fact that he left her was forfront.

She moved slightly and her father woke up and stroke her face. The doctors raced in and checked her over. "She has made an incrediable recovery" They were all very confused on how fast she had healed. But they pulled the tube from her throat and replaced it with simple nostral ones.

Brook looked around trying to figure out where Drake was. When they were alone she was going to lay it in to him.

by Guest Tue Jun 07, 2011 1:23 pm

Drake waited until she was alone before coming out of the shadows. He had his head down because he knew he was going to be in trouble. He was not going to fight her. He was going to listen to her every word no matter how much it would hurt him. Then he would take his turn telling her how he saw their break up.

by Xuxa_Rene Tue Jun 07, 2011 1:43 pm

Her father had left her to make an annocment to the media that she had recovered. It was a miricele,

Brook heard movemnt and turned to him. If she wasnt in the bed she would have ran from him. She was shaking she was so angry. "You broke your promise" It did not old the angry that she wanted it too. She was hurt, that he left her.

"You promised that nothing that I could do would make you leave me" She then grew a little more angry and attempted to hide her arms from him, she knew it was a stupid thing to do, he would of course know everything that she did, the cutting, the risk taking, the deep deppression.

She stared at him and remembered her attack and purposly replayed it for him, so he would know how scared she had been. She replayed the nightmares for him. Then she looked away.

"How could you leave me" She spat out her voice full of anger now. "You clearly dont want a weak human, so why did you come back, did you come back since I was nearly killed?" She still didnt look at him. "Why didnt you come back when I was attacked, or jumped off the cliff, or did you not even care enough to keep watch for me?"

Then she stared at him "I will tell you one thing Drake if I was not hooked up to these machines I would be running from you. You healed me and I thank you for that, but you can go now" She was fumming but so close to tears at the same time.

by Guest Tue Jun 07, 2011 1:59 pm

Drake looks at her and says, “It was not something that you did that made me leave. After I bit you, I found myself wanting more of it. I left so I would not be tempted to bite you again and possible kill you.” He clenches his hand in a fist. “I don’t know why I did not come back when you needed me. I could not admit that you needed me in order to survive and I needed you just as badly. So I stayed away so I would not be forced to admit we needed each other.” Angie comes in the room and sits beside her in a chair.

by Xuxa_Rene Tue Jun 07, 2011 3:55 pm

Brook still refused to look at him. She was too upset and hurt and angry. She didnt understand all the emotions that she was feeling. His reasoning did not make sense, of course she needed him, he had told er that many times, when she had been jelous of the other vampire he had told her that they couldnt live with out each other.

She was about to go into another rant when Angle came in. It was then that she also remembered that she had come to visit her and had saw her cut. Her eyes went huge and she silently begged her not to tell him. She still hadnt looked at him . She knew she was probably hurting him but she was too angry at the moment.

She looked at her wires that she was still attched too and found herself wondering if she could unhock herself and get herself out of here.

by Guest Tue Jun 07, 2011 4:09 pm

Angie looks at Drake and says, “Go wait outside brother while Brook and I talk. Once he left the room, Angie turned to her with a stern look. She says, “This is my turn to talk. You just listen okay.” She takes a breath and begins to speak. “After Drake left, I visited you often to keep an eye on you. The twins did too. Drake has stopped feeding since he left here. That is how bad he felt about biting you. It is wonder that he can even move right now. Neither of you are thinking straight. You are too angry to see that he himself is dying in front of you and he is too angry with himself after hurting you to save himself. And still he saves you from being a suicidal veggie person.”

by Xuxa_Rene Tue Jun 07, 2011 4:56 pm

Brook watched nervously as she told Drake to wait outside. She turned her attention to Angel and nodded as she was told to listen. She raised a brow when she told her that her and the twins had visited her. She knew that Angel had but didnt know about the twins. She was a about to ask when the twins had visited her when Angel told her about Drake not feeding.

She pushed the bottonon her bed to sit herself up and growled. "I am not nor was I suicidal, I was just in so much pain that I needed to find a way to relase it, it was what my roommate did in the hospital"

She rubbed her head softly. "I will not let Drake hurt himeself any longer" She paused and thought so Drake would hear. "If you really love me and want me to be happy then go feed, and do not come back until you are fed" She had tears in her eyes, she didnt want to lose him so soon after he had come back but she wouldnt have him kill himself because of her.

She turned to Angel. "I love him I am sorry I was angry, I was just hurt that he left me all alone" She began to weep then. She knew that she had now hurt Drake and she knew that it would probably be a long time before he came back from feeding.

by Guest Tue Jun 07, 2011 5:05 pm

Angie sighs as Brook starts to cry and says, “Calm down. The twins will make sure he feeds. Right now you need to stay put and relax. I will not have you over do it and pass out.” Connor and Chris come in and say they are taking Drake to eat. Then they disappear into the woods to feed. Angie turns back to the Brook and says, “I saw your painting of me.”

by Xuxa_Rene Tue Jun 07, 2011 5:25 pm

Brook attempted to whipe her tears from her face she slowed her sobs and nodded to Angel she was right she had to get better. She smiled to the twins and as they disaperred she wished that Drake had come say good bye, but in the shape that she was in and that he was in they had to go right away.

She gasped and turned to Angel as she mentioned the painting. She blushed. "Its no good really, I thought I had dremt you and well it was the first time I felt peace so I wanted to remember it, I can dystore it if you want"

by Guest Tue Jun 07, 2011 5:36 pm

Angie smiles and says, “I thought the painting is beautiful. A bit dark but beautiful. It really shows how you are feeling inside.” She looks down at Brook’s arm and says, “No more hurting yourself now that we are back. Drake will never forgive himself if he sees you cutting. I know Connor still does not look at me the same way after seeing me cut myself when I was human.”

by Xuxa_Rene Tue Jun 07, 2011 6:03 pm

Brook stopped crying and only small tears escaped her eyes. She blushed as Angel talked about her painting "You can have it, if you want" She looked away ashamed when she brought up her cutting. "I will try my hardest not too, but Drake can read my mind surely he will find out, I dont want to hurt him"

She sighed and leaned back in the bed. "I dont know what happened to me, when Drake left, and took my memories I felt as if I was missing something and I couldnt figure it out, he took everything my ring my everything I felt so lost, and I remmbered my roommate, she said the cutting really helped her, until it got out of controle, but I knew I wouldnt let it get that far"

She took a breath then turned to Angel "Wait you said you cutted?" She winked her brow. "I didnt know sorry" She paused. "Do you remember your human life"

by Guest Tue Jun 07, 2011 6:27 pm

Angie sighs and says, “We all write journals so we don’t forget who were and who we are.” She looks down at her own arms a moment. She says, “I started when I was twelve right after my mother died. My father was very strict and said if I was a good young lady I would learn that women are meant to be seen not heard. So he made me keep my emotions stuck inside. So I cut myself as a form of release. When I was fifteen Drake and the twins came into my small town and Connor made things better for me. He bit me five times accidentally before he turned me.”

by Xuxa_Rene Tue Jun 07, 2011 6:35 pm

Brook nodded "I have a journal I guess that means I can bring it with me, I was thinking of burning it, you know leave this lfe behind but I would rather not forget" She sighed "I am sorry about your mom" Brook softly whispered then glanced at Angel's arms. "I have my own, and some on my legs, but I guess you knew that" She paused "Drake is going to find out and he isnt going to look at me the same"

She sighed "I do love you, and you andthe twins, you all know that right?"

by Guest Tue Jun 07, 2011 7:46 pm

Angie looks at her a moment and says, “We all know we are loved by you. You need to realize that we love you too. Drake loves you too and that is what scares him.” She looks at Brook’s scars and says, “He is going to blame himself for every scar you put on your body for the rest of eternity and he is never going to see you as the same girl ever again.”

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