Re: Starting Over (RiRiishtar)

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Taking deep breaths to calm down Brook whiped her face with the selves of her shirt and nodded. "I know I just hate seeing him in pain, I just wish I could take it all for him" The babies in her stomach begain moving and she winced a little as they kicked her. She turned back to where the love of her life was and smiled.

"I know he loves me, and I love him" I think I am ready to go back there" She then pulled out her Ipod "This has the song that he made for me, what do you think is it worth a try to see if that helps?"

[Guest]

Angie looked at Brook as she pulled out her I pod. Brook asked her, “This has the song that he made for me, what you think? Is it worth a try to see if that helps?” Angie says with a smile, “I think it will help a lot but give him some time to relax before you have Drake listen to it. He needs time to adjust back to his true self. We don’t need him to try hurting himself because he can’t remember you. He wouldn’t want you to bare that guilt.”

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Brook looked at her. "Alright" She sighed her body was exhuasted she guessed she wasnt fully turned yet because all she wanted to do, other then to see her beloved healed but that looked like it was going to take a long time. She looked at Angie and rubbed her stomach, "I dont want to leave him, but I am so hungry and tired, I think I am just going to eat something and lay down, can you get me if there is any change?"

She was clearly in shok still as she shook when she walked, got some dry toast and some milk. She wanted to see if the babies still wanted food or if they wanted blood. She brought a hand to her head as it seemed the babies were having a bit of a argurment in her womb she rubbed her stomach again "Alright, alright I will eat some more and get some rest"

Looking up at Angie. "Is there anything else to eat?" She paused "I am sorry I know you guys dont eat food I will find it" She stood again shaking on her feet and her hand was trembling but she kept up her strong face and began to look for something, notwanting to hurt Drake more so was letting him have his space while she took care of herself. Knowing that if he was well that would be what he wanted.

[Guest]

Angie helped her to the kitchen and opened the cabinets and asks, “What are you in the mood for?” She did not want Brook to over exert herself. Angie ignores the hollering going on upstairs. The twins were having a hard time calming Drake down. Apparently he was pissed off about not knowing where Brook was.

[Xuxa_Rene]

Brook shrugged "I dont feel like much but I know I have to eat, maybe just a sandwhich" She sighed soon she wouldnt have to eat and she would be able to be closer to this family. Being more like them.

She brought a hand to her stomach the babies were kicking up a storm. She turned to the door. "I think the babies want me to go upstairs" She started walking away but have Angie to grab her if she thought it was a bad idea.

If she would make it upstairs she would stand by the door until Drake calmed down.

[Guest]

Angie makes her a sandwich and follows her upstairs. She says, “You know this is how Drake’s nerves were like when he first met. He was not going to rush you to be with him but he always needed to know where you were at all times or he was in an internal panic. Looks like him losing his memory made that instinct worse.”

[Xuxa_Rene]

Brook nodded to Angie's explaination but did not take the food, she insteaed walked to Drake and softly touched his cheek.

"I will never go to far from you" She again knelt at his feet and held his hand. She was getting hungry but she wanted to make sure that Drake was okay first she licked her lips and rested her head on his knee and looked up at him.

"Are you feeling better now that I am here?"

[Guest]

Drake was kicking and thrashing at the twins but as soon as he felt Brook’s touch he began to settle down. Angie handed Brook the sandwich and says, “You need to eat. You can be near him all you want but you got to eat.” Drake looks at Brook with love in his eyes. “Please eat my love.” His voice was soft and weak. He was hungry too but he was refusing to eat until he knew she was okay.

[Xuxa_Rene]

Feeling Drake calm down also calmed down Brook and inturn the babies. She smiled weakly and Angie. She supposed she wasnt good at hiding how weak she was feeling. She looked up at Drake as he called her love.

"I will for you" She took a couple bites "But you need to eat too" She looked at the twins "Right?" She sighed "Really baby all I am going to do is eat and then maybe lay down I still need sleep" She teased softly.

"I wont leave here I promise" She took his hand and kissed it. "Please take care of yourself as well" She looked him in the eyes "I need you"

[Guest]

Drake watches her eat fully festinated by it. Chris leaves the room to get him some blood. Drake looks at Angie with a soft growl in his throat. She says, “No need to get touchy Drake. I’ll leave you be.” She leaves the room with a smile. Drake gently strokes Brook’s belly and says, “They have been kicking a lot lately haven’t they?” (In Looking For Love I did a sort of long post)

[Xuxa_Rene]

Brook felt a little strange wiht Drake watching her. She looked up at him and cocked her head to the side. She guessed that he wasnt used to her eating food while he was on blood. She was hoping someone else would handle that topic but no one did. Chris left to get blood she assumed then since Drake was making a strange growling noise Angie left too.

When Drake put his hand on her stomach she nodded. "Yes, they seem to be energetic today" He stood and would have sat on his lap but he wasnt sure if he was up for it so just stood so he could get a better feel for her stomach. "They know your voice" She said softly.

[Guest]

Drake looks at her and looks at the babies sadly. He says, “You and the babies are afraid of me aren’t you?” He tenses up and holds his head. He says, “I remember being in the woods for something and then pain. The next I woke up unable to remember anything.” Chris comes in the room and gives Drake bottles and bottles of blood. Then he leaves. Drake slowly takes a bottle and undoes the lid. The small of blood made him more and more hungry. He slowly brings the bottle to his lips and drinks the blood slowly.

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Hearing that Drake thought they were afraid of him both babies started kicking up a storm. Brook winced. "Shhhh" She hushed and rubbed her stomach trying to calm their babies. "Drake" She started but Chris came in with the blood and she watched Drake open it and start to drink it,

She waited then came close and kissed his cheek softly. "I am not scared of you" The truth was she was scared that he would never come back to him, but she would love him for the rest of her days. Which with the babies slowly turning her her days would be a lot longer.

Watching him drink she smiled "There how do you feel now?"

[Guest]

Drake drank bottle after bottle. He stops and says, “My head does not hurt as much now.” He wiped his face and thought a moment. He says, “I took you to my field of flowers. You were so happy that you danced even though there was no music…” He holds his head as he tries to think harder. He asks, “Am I good to you Brook?”

[Xuxa_Rene]

Letting him drink Brook stood there and watched him. When he mentioned the field of flowers she blushed. "I had not danced since the accident you gave that back to me something I thoughtwas gone forever"

She knelt down and kissed his lips ever so softly. "You are really good to me Drake, encourage me to paint even when I think my paintings suck, and also like I said you gave me back my dance, also you love me even though I look like this" She waved her arms over her scared body. "You are very good to me, to us she rubbed her stomach"

[Guest]

Drake lays his head on her shoulder. He says, “You will stay with me? Even though I can’t remember?” He gently rubs her belly and says feeling the babies kicking her nonstop, “Stop kicking your mother. You are much stronger than you think.” He kisses her belly trying to calm their babies down.

[Xuxa_Rene]

Holding his head as he put it on her shoulder she smiled. "Of course I will stay with you, you are stuck with me forever" She turned her head so she could kiss his head then he watched as he rubbed her stomach the babies seemed to settle down.

Brook smiled "Told you that they know your voice and touch, they are strong but I know I am strong enough to carry them." She stroked his cheek. "We all love you and will always be here for you" She kissed him again softly then sighed. "I dont want to overwhelm you but ask me anything hun"

[Guest]

Drake looks at her and says, "My mind is a complete fog right now. Î don't know where to begin. Why did I leave you? Did I make you mad at me? Did I bite you?" He stopped talking to start on another bottle of blood. He looks her belly and asks calmly, "Are they craving blood yet?" He feels her belly again and senses that the babies were still hungry. He says, "You need to keep eating. They are starving." He gets off his bed and says, "Let me get you more to eat."

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Biting her lip Brook nodded. "Its okay Drake, I know the fog will lift" She infact didnt know that but she wanted to stay postitive for him and the babies. She shook her head as he started to ask the questions. Tears brimmed her eyes and she did herbest not to let them fall.

"No Drake you just left me to feed, you helped me sleep" She paused didnt want them know that she had nighmares then she continued, "You just went to feed and something horrible happened, you have only bit me once and that was my fault I was too passionate in our" She trailed off blushing a deep colour. "love making" She finished. "And I would never would be mad at you"

When he drank the other bottle of blood she attempted to hide her weekness and feeling faint, The babies were taking more then she thought. She smiled as he felt her belly. "I didnt mean to starve them" She began crying. "Are they okay, they didnt tell me that they were hungry" She looked as if she felt that she had failed him and them she rubbed her arms lightly. "No you stay here you are not strong enough I will go make myself something" She paused "I will just be downstairs that is all okay?"

She started to call for the twins to keep him company and slowly walked down the stairs but had to hold on to the wall and railing so she didnt fall or faint.

[Guest]

Drake looks at her and says stroking her cheek, "They are fine just hungry. You will keep getting weaker if you don't eat." He follows after her calmly fearing she would trip and hurt herself or the babies. He comes up behind her and picks her up gently. He runs her back up to his room and he puts her on his bed. He says to her sternly, "Stay here. I will bring you something to eat." He runs down stairs and makes her some of his homemade soup. He figured it would make the babies settle down. He brings it up to her with a smiles and lays the tray across her lap. He says calmly, "Eat..."

[Xuxa_Rene]

Nodding to his words, "Good I dont want to harm your children" She nearly fell forward and would have if Drake hadnt picked her up and carried her up to his room she laid down on the bed and nodded. "Alright" She snuggled into the blankets and closed her eyes both babies seemed to be competing on who could kick the hardest. Both settled down as soon as Drake reentered the room.

She sighed and sat up taking the soup. "Hmmm this smells lovley Drake" She ate up the food and smiled at him. "You are a really good cook" She rubbed her stomch. "They dont like us to be apart"

[Guest]

Drake lays down beside her and rubs her belly trying settle the babies down. He can hear the babies saying they loved their daddy inside his mind. He says aloud to the babies, "I know you two love me but you need to stop kicking. You are hurting your mother. She is eating so soon you will feel full in a minute. Now quit kicking mommy or daddy will be very mad." The babies instantly stop kicking.

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Brook watched Drake lay beside her she had fished the soup and whispered "I am sorry my loves I am not used to eating for three" She let a tear fall as Drake spoke to them.

She sighed happily as they stopped kicking. "Hmmm they listen better to you" She rubbed her stomach protectivly. She was growing tired, but didnt want to sleep. Last time she slept her Drake was taken from her but she knew the babies needed her to sleep. She looked up at him. "Drake if I fall asleep will you stay here, I get nightmares but they never come when you are here"

She really wanted her lullyby but knew that he more then likely forgot about that.

[Guest]

Drake looks at her and lays besides her. He slowly starts to hum her lullby softly not even realizing what that song means to him or her. He says, "I am not going to leave you. Rest and dream of happier times." He wraps his arms around her and the babies. He says smiling, "I will remember everything one day and we will be happy again."

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Hearing her lulluby Brook smiled. "You hum that to me to keep me calm so my nightmares wont come" She looked at him and brought his hand to the place on her neck that would always wake her up. "If I am having a nightmare you gotta" She trailed off "Put pressure on this part to wake me okay?" She sighed and snuggled into him.

"Even if your memory never comes back I will always be here and I am happy my love, you are with me and the babies are okay" She rubbed her stomach. "The babies like the song too" She said softly then closed her eyes and slowly fell asleep.

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